Total pages in book: 70
Estimated words: 66863 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 334(@200wpm)___ 267(@250wpm)___ 223(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 66863 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 334(@200wpm)___ 267(@250wpm)___ 223(@300wpm)
“I think…I think I’d like to be tied up,” I admitted and Kieran nodded. The rest was more difficult to put into words. To see past the part of me who thought no one should yearn for these things. “I um…I think I would like people to watch me…to be on display for them but it would need to be a safe environment. I would only want to be touched if I felt safe and I couldn’t risk getting caught.”
Fear swam through my head then, making me dizzy. What was I saying? I wanted to fuck in public? I was a criminal defense lawyer. Was I willing to lose my career to get off?
“Jared,” Kieran said firmly and I realized I’d spaced out.
“I’m sorry, Sir.”
“It’s my job to keep you safe. I’ll always keep you safe. You must remember that, okay? There’s nothing wrong with this and you can come to me with anything.”
And just like that, the dizziness slowed and my brain cleared. Yes, I had Kieran. I nodded.
“Do you want to be taken by other people? Do you crave a cock in your ass with another one in your mouth? Do you want to share that pretty hole of yours?”
A shiver traveled through my body as I looked down, embarrassed. It was again as though he’d plucked the thoughts from my brain. “I…” God, what was wrong with me? Why did I want these things?
“Answer,” he demanded.
“Yes…yes, I think so, Sir. I want to feel used…like I’m serving more than one man. I want to be desired by more than one man.”
“There’s nothing wrong with that. Society has such a warped vision of sex. It’s okay not to want those things…but it’s okay to want them too.”
“Yes, Daddy,” I said without looking up. I wasn’t sure if I believed him.
“Come here. Sit on my lap. Let me hold you.”
Let me hold you.
When had anyone ever offered to just hold me? To support me that way? My heart beat rapidly, but not in an overwhelming way. When I climbed onto his lap it was as if I was letting him inside me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and his arms went around my waist. Kieran held me as we enjoyed the water until our limbs were so relaxed, I felt as though I’d melted into him—like we were one.
Afterward, we went back inside. He dried me off and then we climbed into bed, because it had been a long day. He tucked my ass against his cock, and held me again. It was no time at all before I fell asleep.
CHAPTER EIGHT
I woke up with my face nuzzled in Kieran’s armpit. I dug myself in deeper and inhaled him again. I felt like I could get drunk off his smell. I needed to breathe him in all the time.
“Smell is a strong sense for you,” he said, his voice groggy.
“Yes, Sir,” I replied. It was strange because that was another thing I hadn’t noticed about myself before him. Not in a good way, at least. My weakness for foul smells was intense.
“Blow me,” he ordered. I slid down his body and immediately got to work. He spit on his finger and rubbed my asshole as I sucked his cock. His finger felt so good there, in that spot where I so needed him, even if he wasn’t penetrating me.
“Yeah, that’s it. Such a good little cocksucker,” he said and just those words made my balls yearn to let loose.
It wasn’t long before Kieran’s spunk filled my mouth and I swallowed it all down, wishing for more. I loved having part of him inside of me like that. Loved knowing his release was because of me. I craved his cum and that was something else new to me. It was his pleasure and I wanted that.
“Come,” he said as he stood, and I crawled off the bed after him. My balls were heavy but I felt a thrill of pride…I hadn’t come yet, although I wished he’d let me. Kieran went to the bathroom and I followed.
He went straight to the toilet and I watched him as he began to urinate. I don’t know why it was so fascinating to me. I mean, I did it every day. I’d seen hundreds of men piss beside me in a urinal but doing it here, at home, with another man while there were toothbrushes on the sink and shaving cream on the counter, felt incredibly intimate.
Kieran glanced over his shoulder and caught me staring. He cocked a brow at me and asked, “Want some?”
I shook my head rapidly making him laugh.
“It’s not funny.” I crossed my arms, pouting. I had no idea if he was kidding or not. If he was into that or not. I’d already told him I wasn’t interested in watersports, so he shouldn’t tease me that way.