Total pages in book: 151
Estimated words: 139803 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 699(@200wpm)___ 559(@250wpm)___ 466(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 139803 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 699(@200wpm)___ 559(@250wpm)___ 466(@300wpm)
I led her into the shower and quickly turned the water on. She gasped when the icy water hit her skin, but I worked my lips with hers, keeping her distracted by me as the water slowly heated up. I heard the door slowly open, and Axel stepped into the shower a moment later. I slowly turned us so that her back was facing Axel. He groaned low in his throat as he stepped up so the front of his body was pressed to her back.
She jerked back from me in alarm, her eyes wide with shock. “Shh.” I cupped the back of her neck. “Axel and I have known for a while now how you feel about him.”
Her bottom lip trembled, and her hands tightened on me. “Julian—" she whimpered.
“You’re not losing me, baby girl. I’m never going anywhere. It’s okay to want him, too. He’s gained a part of you while he was there for you.”
Axel slid one of his hands around her, his eyes silently asking me for permission to take over. I nodded once as I slowly slid my hands off of her, taking a step back. Her eyes flashed with fear, but then Axel gently gripped her chin and angled her head so he could cover her lips with his.
She moaned softly. My cock was so fucking hard it hurt. I stroked myself as I watched him lead her, showing her it was okay to be with him, too. I knew she needed this with him. I would watch, let her see and experience that I was okay with this. If I walked out, she wouldn’t let him take care of her.
Axel gripped her chin again and turned her head so she was facing me as he slid his hand between her legs. “Look at him, sweet girl. Let him watch you fall apart.” He nipped lightly at her neck as her body shuddered under his touch, her nipples hardening. “Look at him.”
She slowly opened her eyes. They were filled with nervousness, but her lips parted, those beautiful green eyes darkening to the beautiful moss green color that I loved so much. I began stroking myself—slowly—my blue eyes darkening as I watched him get her off.
Her breathing picked up speed as he worked her up. She licked her lips, soft moans falling from her lips. “Let him hear you, baby girl,” I roughly coaxed as I stroked faster. “I know how loud you can get. Let him hear you.”
Her head fell back as she got closer to the edge. I moaned low in my throat, watching her legs begin to shake. Axel tightened his arm around her waist. “Come, Meghan,” he softly commanded.
As she started to come around his fingers, he released her, and I quickly grabbed her in my arms. I gripped her ass and lifted her up before sliding deep inside of her, a low groan falling from my lips as I buried myself to the hilt inside of her. She moaned as she threw her head back, her nails digging into my shoulders as she clutched me to her.
“Axel,” I growled as I turned.
He grabbed her hips from behind and slid his hands down until he cupped her ass, holding her up for me as I thrust in and out of her hard and fast. I tangled my fingers in her dark hair and yanked her head back, covering her lips with mine as Axel ran his lips over her neck, shoulders, and collarbone.
It was fucking beautiful to watch her come apart for both of us. Maybe she was always meant to be taken care of by two men and not just one because she looked fucking magnificent—like my true fucking goddess as she came apart around me, her body shuddering in Axel’s arms.
Her chest was heaving up and down by the time I finally worked her down from her orgasm. “Easy, baby,” I told her as I gently eased her down so she was standing on her own two feet again. Axel kept his hands steady on her waist to make sure she stayed upright. She looked tired but definitely sated.
“You good?” I asked her.
She shook her head. “I’m confused,” she admitted.
“About this?” I asked her as Axel tightened his hold on her waist the slightest bit.
She nodded, seeming extremely unsure. I tucked some of her wet hair behind her ear. “Meghan, tell me the truth. How long have you had feelings for Axel?”
Her bottom lip trembled, and fear flashed in her eyes momentarily. Nonetheless, she tilted her chin up the tiniest bit as she answered me. “A while,” she confessed, her voice shaking the tiniest bit with nervousness.
“Is that why you were so adamant about not getting in the pool a couple of days ago?” I gently asked her.
She nodded as she swallowed past the lump in her throat. I brushed my thumb over her swollen bottom lip. “It’s okay to want him, too, baby girl,” I assured her. “You two grew a bond that I can’t touch. He’s touched a part of you that I didn’t have the chance to.” A tear slipped down her cheek at my words, sadness flashing through her eyes. I cupped her cheek. “And that’s okay, baby girl. Maybe that part of you was never open to me because it was meant for him. I’m okay with this, and Axel is okay with it, too. This will go at your pace—however you feel most comfortable.”