Total pages in book: 87
Estimated words: 82798 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 414(@200wpm)___ 331(@250wpm)___ 276(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 82798 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 414(@200wpm)___ 331(@250wpm)___ 276(@300wpm)
“Wait.” I hated the stupid word as I said it. “I can’t. If we—if you—” Ugh. I couldn’t string words together, apparently. “I don’t want this to change us. I don’t want you to be different around me. I’m scared of this being a problem. You’ll want distance from me, and I just … I can’t lose you.”
Levi moved closer to me and tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear. “This will change nothing. You can’t lose me. I take care of you because I want to. It’s become something I’m not sure I can stop. This is just me taking care of you in another way. That’s it. I swear, nothing will change.”
I nodded, my body already on high alert. I was nervous.
“You’re real tense, sweetheart,” he said softly as he lowered his head and kissed my neck.
I shivered. The rough feel of his beard on my skin was incredible.
“What do you want to do? We can start slow. Do something easy to get you to come.”
I sucked in a breath. He’d said come. Oh God.
“You gotta give me an idea,” he murmured as he trailed kisses up my neck until I could feel his warm breath on my ear.
“I don’t know,” I admitted. “I’ve read books, but I don’t know.”
His hand touched my leg and started moving slowly up my thigh. I began to worry if my heart was strong enough for this. I’d never been told I couldn’t have sex, but the doctors might not know what Levi Shephard could do to one’s body.
When his finger brushed against the satin crotch of my panties, I let out a sound that was close to a squeak.
He chuckled and nuzzled my neck. “I’m going to play. It’ll feel good. Just open your legs and relax.”
I closed my eyes tightly, trying to relax as I opened my legs.
“Wait,” he whispered, and my eyes snapped back open as he moved to his knees over me.
He grabbed the sides of my panties and pulled them down. I watched in a daze as he took them off my legs, then held them to his face and inhaled.
“Christ,” he said, squeezing them in his hand, then placing them on the bed before moving over beside me. “Now, open your legs.” He sounded hoarse.
I opened them, looking up at him this time. His gaze lifted from my legs to my face.
“You’re not breathing, baby. You gotta breathe.”
I forced in air and nodded.
His hand moved up my thigh again and underneath his shirt I was wearing. The moment his finger brushed against my achy area, I let out a cry, and my hips lifted. It wasn’t a reaction I could control. My body just seemed to have a mind of its own.
Levi’s breathing was heavy in my ear, and that was only making my lack of control harder. His finger slid against me. When I had tried this, it had not felt the same.
“Breathe,” he reminded me.
I tried to, but it was more of a gasp.
“I’m going to make you feel good,” his deep voice said against my ear. “You’re so wet, baby. This sweet pussy needs attention. Let me give you what you need.”
I cried out again as he touched a spot that sent bolts of pleasure through my body.
“That’s your clit. It’s swollen and throbbing, but I can make that better too.”
His words were drawing me into some secret place. Where it was just us, alone, in his dark room. Naughty words and things I’d never thought would come from him caused a frenzy to build inside of me.
He moved his finger back, and my hips jerked again. Then, I felt it easing inside of me. I stilled. Nothing had been in there before. Not even a tampon.
My eyes flew to his. His expression was fierce and tense at the same time.
“Fuck, sweetheart. That’s the tightest pussy I’ve ever felt. Christ, baby, it’s so small.”
His breathing was ragged as he began to slide it back out. I grabbed his arm and bucked against it. My body was taking over again. He moved it back in.
“Is that what you need?” he asked, moving over me slightly.
Then, he began pumping his finger in and out of me. I moaned and moved against his hand.
“I can’t go too deep. That fucking sweet little hymen is there. We can’t hurt that.”
Yes, he could. I didn’t care. I just wanted more.
The world burst open all at once. My body shook as a euphoria rolled over me. I didn’t know what I was saying or what sounds I was making. All I knew was, I didn’t want this to ever stop.
“God, you’re beautiful,” Levi growled in my ear. “That’s it. Fuck my finger.”
I began to come down, and for a brief second, I felt insecure about how I’d reacted. But Levi’s hand was still between my legs. I trembled. It was sensitive down there now, but he was circling my clit gently. His bare chest was rising and falling rapidly as his hungry gaze stared down at me.