Total pages in book: 49
Estimated words: 48146 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 241(@200wpm)___ 193(@250wpm)___ 160(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 48146 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 241(@200wpm)___ 193(@250wpm)___ 160(@300wpm)
He thought I was hot in my football gear?
My face was burning up. Never had I been this nervous around him before—around anyone, really.
“If you want to kiss a guy to see what it feels like, just ask.”
I pushed the words past my lips. “I already did.”
“Yeah, but I thought you were being a jerk. Now I understand better.”
My pulse was thumping in my throat. “Can I…kiss you?”
“Sure, why not?” He rolled out of bed and walked the few steps to mine. “Let’s get this over with so you can move on with your dude-bro life.”
He sat on the edge of my mattress while I sat up and got situated. Was this really happening? I nearly shouted psych to ease the tension but realized I really wanted this.
Emil leaned forward and placed his hand against my neck. Our eyes met as he waited for me to make the first move. Could I do this?
Two deep breaths, and then I closed the distance between us and brushed my lips against his. But it didn’t feel like enough to test this whole kissing thing out, so I did it again and again, pressing harder each time. His lips were smooth and soft, and he tasted like the cherry ChapStick he liked to wear.
When I heard the faint groan in the back of his throat, I crushed our mouths together. Our tongues met, and fucking hell, it was like fireworks went off in my brain.
My hand wound around his neck to keep him right there because I couldn’t stop now—I didn’t want to stop. It turned wild with our hands groping, our mouths and teeth and tongues in a frenzy to keep kissing and get closer to each other.
When I pulled him forward by winding my hands in his shirt, he pushed aside the covers and straddled my lap. And hell, if I thought my cock was stiff before, this position was even more intense.
“If you want to stop, just tell me,” he said, panting against my lips.
I answered by devouring his mouth. At that moment, it was the best thing I’d ever tasted.
I grabbed his ass as I plundered his mouth.
My balls ached so fucking badly that I needed a release.
As he rutted against me, the room spun, and my orgasm came out of nowhere, hitting me like a freight train.
“Emil!” I called out, grabbing him and burying my face in his neck.
“It’s okay…you’re okay,” he murmured, rubbing my back.
“Fucking hell, I can’t believe I just came in my pants.”
He chuckled. “Been there. It happens.”
“Fuck, it’s just… I couldn’t stop.” I peeked up at him, at his glistening lips and wild hair. “Are you okay?”
“Yeah, I’m all good.”
He rolled off me, and I could see how hard he was behind his boxer briefs.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean for it to go that far.”
“It’s fine.” He angled a hip. “I’m irresistible like that.”
I panted out a breath. “And I thought my ego was large.”
“How do you feel?” His voice was soft. “You okay with what happened?”
I blinked as if coming out of a really fucking good dream. “Yeah, I am.”
“Good.” He backed away. “Gonna go jerk off in the bathroom.”
“No! I want… Can you…do it here?”
He hesitated. “Why?”
“I don’t know why. I just want to watch. To see you.”
“O…okay. Guess I’m too turned-on to care either way.”
He stood in front of me, his hand down his pants, and started jerking himself. I couldn’t really see anything except for his arm moving, but it didn’t take him long to shoot. When he groaned and stiffened, I felt a tingle down my spine.
He walked to the bathroom to wash his hands while I sat there in a daze. The room smelled like our come, and oh my fucking God, I actually got off with another guy.
When he handed me a damp towel to clean up with, I snapped out of it.
“Thanks for the orgasm,” Emil said. “It’ll help me sleep.” He crawled into bed like it was no big thing. Like he hadn’t just rocked my world.
But what did I expect? He thought I was only experimenting. And obviously, I was, but I hadn’t expected to like it so much.
A few minutes later, I could hear him snoring softly, but I knew sleep for me wouldn’t come. I kept replaying what happened. Eventually, I got my legs under me and stumbled to the bathroom to change.
9
EMIL
I met Lark on Monday for lunch in the dining hall during a free period. Thankfully, Bones didn’t have a similar schedule this semester. It was enough that I saw him at band practice on the field and in our room every night. Saturday had been our first home game, and though we won, I didn’t stay long at the clubhouse celebration.
It wasn’t that I was avoiding him. It was just that kissing and getting off together was likely a mistake because it felt awkward between us now. And I didn’t think it was only from my end. I could sense him watching me sometimes like he was trying to feel me out. I couldn’t tell if it was guilt or regret, but he hadn’t even flirted with Melanie or the other cheerleaders after the game.