Total pages in book: 78
Estimated words: 76204 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 381(@200wpm)___ 305(@250wpm)___ 254(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 76204 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 381(@200wpm)___ 305(@250wpm)___ 254(@300wpm)
With my teeth clenched, I slammed inside her one final time and spilled all my cum into her core. In the back of my mind, I hoped she would get pregnant. I was being so fucking selfish, and I knew it was unfair of me.
Sian was given the option to make her own life away from The Society, and all I could think about was binding her to me. To keep her mine forever.
Was it so hard to want her this badly?
Was it wrong?
Collapsing against her, I wrapped my arms around her. I nestled my head against her large tits and closed my eyes. The only time I ever felt at peace was when I was around Sian, and I had yet to get that luxury without shit hitting the proverbial fan.
I kissed the side of her breast and she stroked my hair.
My cock had gone flaccid inside her, but I didn’t care. The feel of her was all I needed.
It was on the tip of my tongue to beg her not to go, but I didn’t say the words.
I wasn’t going to be selfish unless one of us finally knocked her up, and then I would be.
****
William
I hated to be locked up.
I hated being told what to do like I was a child. I hadn’t been a kid in a long time, and this pissed me off.
Our dads’ rules were clear: don’t leave the house.
So we stayed. Doing as we were told.
Considering I was the easiest one of us all and I was struggling being kept in one place, I had to wonder how my buddies were holding up. There was no way they were handling this shit well.
I walked through the house. Gideon had gone for a run. I knew he was close to breaking. That fucker never ran.
Dante was in the gym, pounding the shit out of a punching bag. Mateo was in the game room. Again, he never took his time to play games.
Me, I was walking through the house, feeling like smashing everything.
There was no sign of Sian. I hadn’t seen her all morning, and I missed looking at her. She helped to ground me.
Now I felt like hurting someone, mainly Sian’s dad and Chloe.
On my journey, I somehow ended up in the room with the swimming pool. The sound of the rain pelting the glass was annoying as fuck. I was about to turn around when I saw Sian doing laps in the pool.
She wore a one-piece, and I was not going to turn away from the sight of her. Just seeing the curve of her ass had me taking a seat and watching her.
The anger boiling inside me disappeared. My main focus was on Sian. How beautiful she looked even though I could see her back and ass. She glided through the water like magic. I watched her do this twice more then lift up on the edge of the pool and sit down, legs still in the water.
“Hey, William,” she said.
“You knew I was here?”
“I saw you come in.” She looked over her shoulder at me and gave me a smile. “Do you want to join me?”
I stripped down to my boxer briefs. I’d debated wearing these this morning. Now I thanked my lucky stars for allowing me to have that debate. My clothes were off in a flash and I heard Sian laugh.
“You don’t want to think about it?”
Wearing nothing but my boxer briefs, I went to the edge of the pool and sat beside Sian. With my feet in the water, I wrapped my arm around her. “I’ve got nothing to think about if it means being with you.”
She smiled and rested her head against my shoulder. “Are you okay?”
“I’m better now.”
“You looked like you were having a hard time.”
“I did?”
She nodded.
“I’m not used to being trapped up like this. I don’t like it.”
“I don’t like it either. I guess we’ve all got to do what we’ve got to do.” She shrugged. “Your dads wouldn’t make you do something if they didn’t think it was for your own good.”
This made me snort.
“Or not,” she said.
“I don’t know. I guess I’m not in a good place with my dad right now.”
“How come?”
“I don’t know. I guess I … I’m angry at him. He helped Alexander.”
Sian put her hand on my thigh. “Come on. We all know that wasn’t true. My dad clearly manipulated them all.”
“But he should have seen it, Sian. If he’d seen it, we wouldn’t be in this position. We wouldn’t have to stay here. There would be no question of what you do. You’d be ours.” Fuck. I wasn’t supposed to guilt her or attempt to manipulate any of her decisions, and yet, here I was, doing exactly that.
I gritted my teeth.
“What do you mean?” Sian asked.
I shook my head. “I can’t … we’re not allowed to talk about it.”