Total pages in book: 74
Estimated words: 71840 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 359(@200wpm)___ 287(@250wpm)___ 239(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 71840 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 359(@200wpm)___ 287(@250wpm)___ 239(@300wpm)
“Get on with it.”
“Now that’s no way to enjoy yourself. What do you want from me, Carter?”
I shivered when he said my name. I’d never been submissive, but in that moment, I wanted to give in, to just let him have me, use me, do anything with me. It felt freeing. “I want you to take me hard and rough. I want you to hurt me.” Goddamn, had I actually said that out loud?
“Mmm, I knew you loved danger.”
“And you love hurting people.”
“No, I love giving people what they deserve.”
I didn’t have time to figure out exactly how he meant that before he was pushing into me. His cock was huge, and it hurt like hell as he opened me up. “Fuck.”
“Go ahead and scream, baby. No one is going to pay attention here.”
I pressed my lips together, refusing to give that to him.
I’d asked for this. I needed it to hurt. I needed to feel something, but Jesus, it felt like he was so deep inside me I could feel him in my throat.
“Good, isn’t it?” He taunted. “Just what you needed.”
“I hate you.”
“Not a problem.” He pulled out, and I couldn’t stop myself from sucking my breath. “Get ready.”
He drove back in, and I did cry out that time.
“God, I love that sound. Give me more.”
I couldn’t help myself. He was fucking me like it was a punishment. Even when it didn’t hurt anymore, when it only felt incredibly perfect, I still whined and whimpered. He’d made me lose all control.
“That’s right, baby. Let it all out. You need this. You need my dick in you.”
“Fuck you.”
“You’re so tight, so needy you’re going to come for me, aren’t you?”
I was already so close. When he wrapped a hand around my cock, I moaned.
“Fuck my hand,” he ordered.
I did and seconds later, I cried out as an orgasm nearly as painful as it was delicious wracked my body.
2
MATTEO
Idug my fingers into Carter’s hips as I slammed into him, I’d been on the edge for so long, barely holding myself back. I’d been half hard all day anticipating the moment I could fuck him. By the time I’d gotten to the hotel, I was salivating for it.
Carter never had a chance with me. No way in hell was I going to let him get away. He might be as strong as me and as well trained a fighter, but I fought dirty in a way he never would, not against a fellow SEAL anyway.
Carter’s arms buckled, and his head dropped against the window. “Fuck, fuck.”
“Yes. You love being fucked, don’t you. You need my load in you.”
He fought my hold on him, but he was too blissed out to struggle much.
“Take it,” I demanded, driving into him one final time before sharp, agonizing pleasure raced through me and I pumped my cum into him.
“Oh, God.” Carter tensed. “You didn’t…we didn’t….”
“We did and we’re going to do it again.”
“No, we didn’t…no condom. I don’t….”
“You don’t fuck guys raw? Well I do.”
He tried to turn to face me, but I pressed my body into him and flexed my hips, letting myself slide in and out through the slick mess I’d made. “You’re safe with me.”
“I’m definitely not.”
“You want to know a secret?”
“No.”
I chuckled against his neck. “You’re the first man I’ve fucked in well over a year.”
Some of the tension went out of him, and he looked at me over his shoulder. “You’re serious?”
He must have been able to tell by the tone of my voice. I nodded. “I’m not what you think.” Damn if that was ever true.
“What the fuck? Did you take some celibacy pledge?”
“No. Just a lack of opportunity and no one worth the risk.”
“Until me.”
I smiled as I ran my tongue along the thick muscle of his neck. “Until you.”
He sucked in his breath when I pulled out of him.
“Sore?” I asked.
“You fucking know I am.”
“I like that you’re going to feel me for a long time.” I knew I would be feeling this too. It didn’t matter that I wasn’t the one who got fucked. There was something about Carter, something that made me feel more than I had with any other man. I wasn’t sure anyone else would satisfy me now.
Carter stood and reached for his pants; he started tucking himself back in. “Let me know when you have another evening free.”
I pushed my hand into the center of his back slamming him against the wall.
He fought my hold. “What the fuck?”
“You think you’re just walking out of here after that?”
“We should get back to headquarters.”
“Bullshit. No one will be looking for us before tomorrow morning.”
“Dammit, Matteo. What do you think this is?”
“I think it’s us taking a well-deserved night for ourselves.”
Carter huffed. “Do you think I’m going to let you do that again?”
I laughed as I ran a hand down the side of his neck. “I know you will. I am nowhere near done with you.”