Total pages in book: 107
Estimated words: 97337 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 487(@200wpm)___ 389(@250wpm)___ 324(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 97337 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 487(@200wpm)___ 389(@250wpm)___ 324(@300wpm)
LIZ
I’m supposed to be afraid. In fact, last night before he called and said he was coming over I’d been heading hard for despair. So how is it that this morning I’m sharing a shower with him seemingly without a care in the world?
Where is all the angst and terror I’d been fighting off all yesterday? Could it be that his words of reassurance had done the job, or was I finally finding my footing?
He’d made it sound so easy, and the way he’d come to my rescue in the principal’s office had gone a long way to showing me that he meant his words when he said he’d take care of me.
I feel like I’d faced my biggest fear and came out on top, and maybe that’s the reason I was no longer as afraid as I ought to be. I didn’t even mind that he’d told his parents about us. He seems to think that that was the right thing to do and I find that I trust him.
And out of everything else, for me, that’s what’s most important. The fact that I’ve finally found someone I can trust. I tried searching my mind and heart for any reason why I shouldn’t, but miraculously, nothing came to mind.
So far, everything he’d said, every word he’d told me, has shown that he meant his words. He didn’t have to come to me last night, in fact he could’ve walked away from the whole situation, could’ve come up with some excuse to call things off.
But instead, he’d put himself right smack dab in the middle. First with the principal and now with his parents. The fact that I hadn’t heard any rumors in the hallways at school told me that he had indeed taken care of it. Maybe by telling the same lie he’d told principal Thorne. I’m not usually fond of lying, but in this instance I don’t see that we had any other choice.
Until he’d shown up at the office yesterday I had no idea what I was going to do. In my mind all I could think of was that we were caught. I knew even before she’d told me on the phone that it was bad, but I had no idea how bad until I got there and she showed me what had happened.
I hadn’t even given any thought to Robert, and surprisingly it never once entered my mind that it could’ve been Drake. I guess it had been so unexpected that I hadn’t had time to process. Since I’m no good at lying, I’d been about to come clean and bear the consequences when he walked in.
Now he’d given us some time, but there was still the future to think about. From his words I get the impression that he doesn’t want us to end, and neither do I for that matter. But how can we…?
“What are you thinking about Lizzie?”
“What makes you think I’m thinking about anything?” I leaned over under the pretense of returning the soap to the built in dish in the side of the shower.
He ran his finger down the crease in my forehead. “Because you always get this little crease right here when something’s bothering you. I told you not to worry didn’t I?” I could only nod my head as he picked up the soap again.
“Turn around.” I did as I was told and stood still while he washed my back. By the time he turned me around again to wash the rest of me I was ready to melt into a puddle at his feet. And when he got down on his knees and put his mouth on me, I came in five seconds flat.
Last night he’d been warm and sweet, just holding me in his arms until I fell asleep, I needed that. But this morning there was a need burning inside me, one that hadn’t been tamed by our first bout of steamy sex.
He didn’t pull his tongue out after I came, but kept licking me, taking soft little nibbles of my flesh that inflamed me further. Even the way his hands gripped my hips, holding me in place, made me tingle between my thighs.
And the sounds, his growls of pleasure, sent shockwaves through me until I could barely stand on my own two feet. When he stood and fed me his tongue as he lifted my legs around his waist I didn’t mind that he was essentially feeding me my own taste. It only heightened my need.
I felt the fat thickness of his cock as it slid into me, reaching that place inside where I needed him most. I held onto him for dear life as my heart threatened to race out of my chest, and in that moment, with our bodies mated together from our lips to between my thighs, I felt my heart give way completely.