Total pages in book: 35
Estimated words: 33573 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 168(@200wpm)___ 134(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 33573 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 168(@200wpm)___ 134(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
“Tell me the rule, Little bunny,” he insists.
I lick my lips and meet his gaze. “I won’t touch myself.”
“Good girl. Next rule, don’t use the potty without permission either. Try using only diapers. There are wipes in there to clean your skin off with. Be sure to clean your pussy well when you change. You can also put diaper cream on if you need it, but don’t touch yourself more than absolutely necessary.” He lifts a brow.
“Yes, Sir.” I’m trembling. Does he know it? I’m not sure if it’s because he’s dragging me into a much younger age range than I’m used to or if it’s because I’m reacting to his firm dominance. Perhaps a little of both.
“I have to get back to work now, Little bunny. Call me anytime you want. I’ll always take a break to talk to you. If you get scared or nervous or need me to help you work through a step, I will drop everything for you, understand?”
“Yes, Sir.” I know he will. He’s so sincere. He really wants to help me. I’m grateful. I’m also scared out of my mind.
Chapter Six
The first diaper felt bulky. It got bulkier after I used it. The second one feels even weirder because I have to get out of bed after I put it on and head for the kitchen. I waddle. My legs won’t come together all the way. It’s awkward.
I’m trembling the entire time I fix the bottle and carry it back to my room. I lie back down and take several deep breaths. Again, no harm here. Just an experiment. I can do this. It’s scary, but I’m brave.
I bring the bottle to my lips, expecting it to be gross, but the first sip proves me wrong. It’s delicious. Even warm. It’s tasty. I’m suddenly ravenous, and I suck the entire thing down in no time.
When it’s gone, I’m exhausted. There’s no good reason except emotional stress. I quickly find the pacifier and pop it into my mouth. Why not go all in? Try everything.
Snuggling once again with Cottontail, I go back to sleep.
The next time I wake up, the sun is high in the sky and I need to pee badly. I’m about to head for the bathroom when I remember Elijah’s rule.
I flop back down and force myself to use the diaper. It’s easier the second time. When I’m done, I change it and then call Elijah on video. I don’t know what to do next. I’m at a loss.
He picks up immediately again. “Hey, Little bunny. How are you feeling?”
“Amazing actually. I’ve slept more in the last sixteen hours than the past two weeks.”
“Good. Did you do everything I told you?”
“Yes, Sir. I didn’t know what to do next. I feel kind of lost.”
“I bet you’re hungry again. Fix another bottle and go sit on the couch and watch cartoons or an animated movie for a while. You don’t need to do anything taxing. If you feel up to it, you could color or read. How does that sound?”
“Like heaven.”
He smiles at me through the connection. “I’m proud of you. Did you try the pacifier?”
“Yes.” I twist around to look for it. It must have fallen out in my sleep. It’s next to my pillow. “I don’t know how long I sucked it.”
“That’s okay. Use it again when you want to nap or go to sleep. You can also use it while you watch TV or color if you want. It might help you stay grounded. Call me again when you feel out of sorts. When I get off tonight, I’ll video chat with you again for a while.”
I smile. “I can’t wait for that.”
“Me neither, Little bunny. Be good. Bottles, diapers, toys, and rest. Nothing else.”
“Okay.” When I end the call, I slide out of bed again to head for the kitchen with a second bottle. I’m kind of looking forward to it. I don’t have to cook or wash dishes. I can just fill it and chill on the couch with a blankie. I don’t even have to get up to use the potty.
I notice on the side of the bottle it has my weight and gender. It says to take one every four hours. Four a day. It’s noon now, so after this one, another one at four and then eight. Elijah didn’t tell me to eat anything else, so that’s what I’ll do.
The day passes quickly. I watch a funny animated movie and then color for a while before I pick up a book I’ve been wanting to read and settle in with it. When I get hungry, I glance at the clock and notice that it’s four. Not surprising. The formula is designed to be consumed four times a day. It’s reasonable that I would get hungry at this hour.