Learning to Grow – The Education of the Heart Read Online M.A. Innes

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Total pages in book: 81
Estimated words: 78043 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
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He’d probably have fingerprints on his ass when he finally came down from his high, but when his cock slipped out of my mouth, he curled over me instead of complaining about being marked. “I was thinking about this too. Just having time with you so you could make me feel less…less everything stressful.”

Grinning as I hugged him tight, I nodded against him and did my best to hide my smile. “I like playing with Joel, but yeah, I was thinking about this too.”

Joel cuddles were filled with passion and excitement and every emotion he was feeling at the time. They were amazing, but I appreciated everything that made them so different. I was the luckiest fucking guy ever and I was going to make sure they both knew it.

But first, that meant it was time to take care of my boy.

Dean was just as exhausted as Joel and I saw that as he finally straightened and looked like he was ready to tip over.

“Bedtime for you.” Stripping him quickly before he could think about pushing back, I had him naked before he could open his mouth. “Come here and cuddle our wiggly boy. He’ll take my side if you don’t help me defend it.”

Chuckling softly, Dean nodded as he yawned. “Yeah…he’s…”

“He’s ready for his Daddy to snuggle him.” Standing, I shifted around Dean and all it took was a nudge to have him melting down into the bed too.

As soon as he felt Dean behind him, Joel let out a soft sigh and his body pressed closer to his Daddy. Dean’s brain was running on instinct as he wrapped his arm around Joel and closed his eyes. In seconds, they were out and all I could do was marvel at how fucking lucky I’d gotten.

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“One more finger. Hurry. He’s waking up.” Joel’s not-so-quiet whisper had me trying not to smile since that would’ve given away the fact that I was fully awake. “Add another.”

“Don’t rush me. It’s going to hurt if I go too fast.” Dean wasn’t awake enough to be having that conversation since he didn’t realize who he was talking to.

“I know.” Joel nearly sighed as he talked about the ache he seemed to be feeling. “It’s almost like a burning stretch. I’m going to come if we’re not careful. Getting clean was tempting too. I’m gonna come if I’m not careful.”

Joel was going to need a nap later if he’d already cleaned out his ass and had at least two of Dean’s fingers in there.

“I don’t even know what to say to that.” Dean finally seemed to realize that he needed a clearer head to deal with Joel first thing in the morning.

“I do.” Joel moaned, getting a scoff from Dean that made the nut giggle. “It doesn’t make you want to come? Can’t you orgasm that way?”

What the fuck was he doing to get ready to be fucked?

Dean’s silence said he was wondering the same thing.

“Um, no.” The confusion was obvious in his voice but I could also tell that he didn’t want to be rude to his boy. “I think that goes along with the liking pain thing. But I’m really glad you enjoy that part. It makes it so I don’t have to worry about it.”

And I was back to wanting to smile…at the very least.

“Some people don’t like it?” Joel couldn’t seem to understand that part. “That’s what you’re saying, right? I read that it could be embarrassing for people because it’s, well, bathroom stuff and that makes some people uncomfortable…but you’re saying they don’t like it too?”

Well, considering how much he enjoyed the humiliation we’d played with and that he liked pain, I could see where his confusion was coming from.

“When you say it like that, I get it.” Listening to Dean try to work his way through their fascinating conversation was the best way to wake up ever. “I’ve read that for a lot of people there’s some kind of rush when they do that, but I’m not one of the it could make me come people and I’m not in the I get a rush category. It’s just practical for me.”

He’d done so fabulous with that, I knew I’d have to find a way to reward him later.

Joel was just trying to kill me, though.

“Oh, I’m sorry.” His genuine sadness at the new revelation was touching and completely adorable. “That sounds…well, that makes you a very good boyfriend and sub and bottom and everything if it’s just practical.”

His mind was a fascinating place.

“Thank you.” Dean sounded like figuring out how to respond had been painful. “I don’t mind, though. It’s…it was weird at first but it’s not a hardship.”

“Because you know how nice it will be to have a penis in your bottom afterward.” Joel’s tone made it sound like they were talking about Dean ripping off a bandage before he got a cookie. “But I’m still very proud of you.”


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