Total pages in book: 161
Estimated words: 147673 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 738(@200wpm)___ 591(@250wpm)___ 492(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 147673 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 738(@200wpm)___ 591(@250wpm)___ 492(@300wpm)
Beast swallowed, pulling Laurent’s hand closer and into his open jeans. Seeing his eyes cloud when his fingertips brushed Beast’s rock-hard cock was poetry. “Do you want me to put a rubber sheath over my dick when it goes into you?”
Laurent let out a bark of a laugh. “Why on earth would I want such a thing?”
Beast’s stomach twisted with pleasure, and he rocked his hips against the warm hand, enjoying its touch on his throbbing shaft. “Well... some people don’t want cum inside their bodies. Or... so that a woman doesn’t get pregnant, or so that people don’t get diseases from each other.” The moment those words left his mouth, he wanted to reverse the whole thing, but it was impossible. Things had been said, and he could only label this moment as educational, even if not particularly sexy.
“Oh.” Laurent’s gaze drifted off. “N-no. I want all of it,” he whispered in the end, squeezing his soft palm over Beast’s cock.
Beast smiled, touching his forehead to Laurent’s and briefly shutting his eyes to just smell his skin. “Me too. I want to feel you without anything between us. No barriers. Just you and me,” he whispered, pulling Laurent’s other hand to his pants and directing it so that it would be Laurent who undressed him.
Laurent stole another breathless kiss and didn’t waste time pulling Beast’s jeans and underwear all the way down to his knees, his other hand still caressing Beast’s cock. Beast could hardly remember the last time he felt so fully accepted. It was as if his scars meant nothing to Laurent, and maybe they really didn’t. Maybe it really was all in Beast’s head.
Beast rolled off Laurent only briefly, to get rid of his pants and socks, and then pushed between Laurent’s thighs, rocking his hips against Laurent’s balls and cock while they kissed. There were so many positions in which he could fuck a man Laurent’s size with ease, but tonight he needed to think of the most comfortable one. They’d have all the time in the world to experiment once Laurent knew what felt good for him and what didn’t.
There was something so pure about Laurent despite the occult brand on his nape. When he wrapped his arms around Beast’s neck and they kissed, it was hard to imagine him doing any wrong, even if Beast knew Laurent wasn’t exactly incapable of being mean if he wanted to. It was as if this wholesome beauty was the compensation for all the years Beast had spent in the body that used to be his personal hell.
Beast smiled at Laurent, rolling them both closer to the edge of the bed, so that he could reach for the lube. They were using it for some of the other things they did in bed, so at least he knew he wouldn’t be surprising Laurent with the cool touch of the gel. Kissing Laurent again, Beast rubbed his whole body against his lover, never looking away, even then the touch made his cock twitch from pleasure. He needed to keep cool and come at an appropriate time. Even if his enjoyment were to be spoiled by having to keep himself in check, Laurent’s pleasure came first tonight.
Flipping Laurent over was a quick affair, and Beast pushed against him, moaning when the head of his cock briefly traced Laurent’s anus before pushing up and emerging between his buttocks. Beast lifted his body slightly to see that magnificent view again.
Laurent whimpered, and the sound only made Beast’s cock twitch even as his brain translated what Laurent said next.
“Can we stop?”
It took Beast much longer than necessary to process the question. He cleared his throat, suddenly feeling his balls ache. “W-why?”
Laurent arched his shoulders, which only made Beast fantasize about holding onto them as he drove his dick into the tight hole.
“I just don’t want to anymore. I’m sorry.”
Beast stared at him. Arousal was slowly turning into a dull pain that throbbed around his cock, as if someone clamped something tightly around the base. “Did I do something?” he whispered, at loss and trying not to sound disappointed, even though he was. He was. It was Laurent who told him he wanted this.
He’d confirmed he wanted penetration.
He’d confirmed he wanted to go bare.
Beast knew he had to back off, but his whole body flooded with such bitter resentment he wasn’t sure what to do about it.
“N-no,” Laurent muttered, wriggling out from under Beast, which only agitated Beast’s cock more. “But you said we could stop…”
Beast took a deep breath, squeezing his hands on the comforter. He didn’t understand any of this. Moments ago, Laurent was eager as a puppy, so what had happened? “It was your idea,” he said in an unpleasantly dull voice.
Laurent rolled around and curled his legs up, watching Beast as if he were an exhibit at the zoo. “I know. But it’s okay to change my mind, isn’t it?” he asked softly, as if he wasn’t driving a knife into Beast’s balls.