Total pages in book: 78
Estimated words: 76603 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 383(@200wpm)___ 306(@250wpm)___ 255(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 76603 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 383(@200wpm)___ 306(@250wpm)___ 255(@300wpm)
I was good naughty…even Austin said so.
“He’s smart and sexy.” Silas’s gruff sound made Austin giggle. “He is. Don’t pout.”
Austin liked to live dangerously.
“He’s got a good job. I can’t tell you what yet but it’s good. He’s confident about most areas of his life and he’s looking for an open-minded partner too.” Austin’s list of positive attributes about the mysterious Dom made me realize there was something he wasn’t saying.
That was always dangerous with Austin, so I sat up and looked at Silas.
He wasn’t any help.
“I have no idea what he’s hiding.” Shrugging, Silas sighed. “I don’t like not knowing, but Austin claimed privacy and said it’s nothing dangerous or stupid or anything that will end up getting Austin arrested again.”
Hmm.
The way Silas scrunched his face up said he was as skeptical as I was. “I’m thinking weird kink? Something that he doesn’t want to show off in the club, probably. But Austin wouldn’t introduce you to someone that’s a dickhead or who wants something that’s red on your limits list.”
“It’s not even a yellow.” Austin looked happy to jump in and say that but then he frowned. “Um, mostly because I didn’t realize it was a thing, so it’s not on anyone’s list. That’s making it harder, honestly.”
What.
The.
Fuck.
Looking wide-eyed and probably like a startled rabbit, I turned back to Silas. He shrugged again. “I know. How is there a thing he didn’t know about? He doesn’t even think I know about it. So that means it doesn’t involve a product at the very least.”
I wasn’t sure if that was a good thing or not.
“I don’t think it would be red or yellow for you. I wouldn’t have talked to you about this at all if I thought it was. He’s passionate about his privacy.” Austin said it like he wasn’t one of the most private people in the world when it came to important things.
Hell, most people still didn’t know that Charlie, one of the other littles at the club, was basically his kid.
Kind of.
Little brother, maybe?
Nope. I wasn’t going to get distracted.
Poking Silas with my free hand, I huffed, which got a chuckle from him. “Alright, my opinion?”
When I nodded, he didn’t hold back. “I think you should consider it. Talk to Austin and see if it’s a thing you could try out and then think about it.”
Austin clearly sensed that I was weakening because he jumped in again. “The plan is for him to just join the club later this year if you’re not interested.”
Oh, that didn’t sound good even if I wasn’t interested.
“He’s rabid about his privacy and he won’t take the chance of you knowing who he is once I tell you what’s private about all this.” The way Austin worded it made it sound more like there was something special about the Dom and that it wasn’t a kink.
Had he said it was a kink?
Was it something physical?
The only private things that I thought a Dom might be embarrassed about were stuff like a few of the members who needed diapers and didn’t just use them for fun.
Was it like that?
“He’s thought of something.” Silas announced it before giving me another pat and picking me up to sit me on the couch next to Austin. “I’ll wait outside the door. Just come get me when you’re done.”
I wasn’t sure how he trusted Austin as much as he did, but he didn’t even look worried as he kissed Austin’s head and went out of the office, carefully shutting the door behind him.
Austin looked pleased but stubborn as he waited patiently.
Fuck it.
Taking my thumb out of my mouth, I shifted back on the couch until I was sitting in Silas’s spot. “I’m ready.”
Austin nodded but took his time answering. “I wouldn’t tell this to just anyone. There are a lot of subs I don’t trust enough to share this with, Dessie. He’ll get hurt if this gets out.”
Ignoring the lump in my throat, I took a breath and let it out slowly. “I won’t tell, and even if I think I know who it’s about later, I won’t say anything.”
“I know you won’t.” Austin leaned over and gave me a hug, ruffling his tutu. “I think your kinks and his private stuff are going to align very well, though.”
How?
Swallowing back the question as he sat up, I tried to sound normal and not like I was worried. “I’ll keep that in mind.”
Sitting back, Austin smoothed his skirt out as he gave himself another moment to think. “I have no idea if there’s a good way to say this or even if there’s an offensive one. I’ve never run into this before, so I’m just going to say it and let him tell you later what kind of language he’s comfortable using.”
Yep, something physical.
“He’s an alpha who lactates.” Austin paused before raising one eyebrow. “Do you know what that means?”