Total pages in book: 99
Estimated words: 89228 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 446(@200wpm)___ 357(@250wpm)___ 297(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 89228 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 446(@200wpm)___ 357(@250wpm)___ 297(@300wpm)
Her lips, glistening and swollen, taunted him as she spoke. “What are your plans for Liv and Joshua?”
A sour taste hit the back of his throat. He stalked them because he was sick. Obsessed. Lonely. But more than that, because they had access to a life he wanted. Sweet, round face. Brown curls. Precious. Innocent. His only living blood.
He couldn't admit to Amber how much a relationship with his daughter meant to him, how Livana was the only pure thing that had come from his miserable life. Maybe Amber wouldn't say anything out loud, but he didn't want to see the doubt in her eyes, the glaring rebuttal. You're just like Mr. E. You're not good enough to be a father.
A fission of pain ripped open behind his eyes. “I wasn't going to take them. Or hurt them.” He hated the desperate edge in his voice, the frantic need for her to believe him. He gripped her neck. “I told you I'm out of the slave business.”
“Then what am I?”
What was she? Broken like him but better, brighter, an unexpected discovery, like the gems in her shattered crowns. “The greater half of fucked-up squared.”
She sighed. “I think your math needs some work.” She glanced down at the flat expanse of her tummy where it lay bare beneath the separation of the towel.
The cleft of her pussy pressed so seductively against the ridge of his strained jeans. She ran a hand down her torso, and her shoulders bunched. A frown gripped her face, the only warning he had, before she shoved off his lap and stumbled back.
What the fuck just happened? “What's wrong with you?”
Her face twisted, and she hugged herself. “My stomach hurts.”
He studied her tightening posture, bent spine, and defensive tuck of her arms. “Maybe you need to take a shit.”
She cringed. “You did not just say that.”
He'd bet his right testicle she'd never so much as farted in front of her ex, let alone discussed her bowel movements with him. He shrugged. “A good dump always makes me feel better.”
“You seriously don't have any boundaries.”
Boundaries were for the scared and weak. “At least I'm not constipated. Want a laxative?”
“I'm not—” She stomped a bare foot on the floor four times and squeezed her arms around her abdomen. “You're right. I need to go to the restroom.”
Because he didn't have an iota of desire to watch her shit, he stood outside the closed bathroom door and gave her some privacy—the only privacy he would ever allow her. Hands in his pockets, mind at peace, he marveled at how much warmer the cabin felt with her presence. Someday, she might consider it her home, her safe place, with him. But it would take time to trust her not to hurt herself, to not harm him.
As he waited, that thought began to niggle. Nothing in the bathroom could be used as a weapon, and the door didn't have a lock, but something didn't feel right. She hadn't just asked to use the bathroom. She'd scowled at her body and triggered some thought that had her hugging her belly.
He grabbed the knob and hit the door open with his hip.
She was bent over the toilet, hacking quietly, too softly, as if she'd invented the art of graceful barfing. Even then, he might've blamed his cooking if she hadn't lowered her eyes to the floor and pawed at her hair with anxious hands. If she were truly sick, she would've ignored him, too focused on the pain.
She solidified his suspicion when she opened her mouth. “You trying to poison me?”
Her tone was too inwardly focused, too ashamed. If she thought he'd put something in the food, she would've gone at him with fire in her eyes.
His hands clenched and unclenched. He should've known. She was too fucking thin. “You're a puker.”
She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand and said to the floor, “I never asked you to take me.” She looked up and shouted, “Or my fucked-up problems!”
Fuck that. She was his to care for, to revere and keep safe. He didn't care what her problems were. He wouldn't allow her to treat her body this way. “Where is the girl who had enough pride in herself to stand on a stage and invite judgment? I demand more from you.”
“Let me give you a quick lesson on vanity.” She seethed through her teeth. “It's sensitive and shallow. If you overfeed it, you'll make it puke.”
That mouth would get her nowhere. If she was going to behave like a brat, he'd treat her like one. He released a frustrated breath, calming himself, and removed her toothbrush from the drawer. “Brush your teeth.”
She gave him a nasty little glare then did as she was told. She must've been counting in her head, because she muttered “Four” around the foam of toothpaste each time she moved the bristles to a new tooth.