Total pages in book: 75
Estimated words: 84985 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 425(@200wpm)___ 340(@250wpm)___ 283(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 84985 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 425(@200wpm)___ 340(@250wpm)___ 283(@300wpm)
But his heart gave a small, odd little ache at the thought this night would be the last he spent in this home.
Chapter Six
The steaks were close to done. Reed flipped the knob to lower the flame, and then closed the lid to let the steaks sit for a few more minutes. He’d secretly hoped they would have been long in his bed by now, but instead Trevor continued to act anxious, apologetic, and uninterested. Reed lifted his wine glass and took a long drink, watching Trevor explore the back yard. Each attempt Reed made to establish contact had the shy redhead flinching away.
Reed’s hands itched to pull Trevor close and never to let him go. With each testing touch, Reed prayed Trevor would take him in his arms and kiss him like he had the night before. He longed to rekindle some of the magic they shared, and despite how torturous this little game was, he knew Trevor was worth the wait. He also knew slow and steady were the best way to capture this gorgeous man.
If it weren’t for the huge and very noticeable bulge in Trevor’s pants, Reed would be convinced Trevor wasn’t interested in him at all. Now, he just needed to figure out why Trevor’s actions said one thing while his body showed another.
Taking another sip of wine, Reed decided to give Trevor space and stay as far away from him as possible. He went back into the house to gather the rest of their food, and brought it all outside, setting the table. As he worked, he kept one eye on Trevor, who still completely avoided him. On a whim, he scooted Trevor’s seat closer to his at the large, round patio table. Trevor was stunningly handsome and fit his home perfectly, suiting its sophisticated beauty. None of Reed’s strong feelings for Trevor faded. They were only increasing with each passing minute.
While waiting for the steaks to finish, Reed casually went to stand behind Trevor as he stood at the edge of the deck, once again focused on the back yard. Reed made sure to keep a considerate distance from him, but after a moment Trevor’s body tensed. He looked down, and stepped to one side.
“I’m sorry, I’m in your way again,” Trevor said, staying close to the railing, looking confused and trapped. All Reed could do was to watch him, keeping his hands in his pants pocket, willing himself not to reach out and touch Trevor again.
“No, Trevor, you aren’t in—”
"Why am I here? I honestly don't remember last night. Is this a pity thing? Did your mom want you to be nice to me? I'm sorry, I'm not trying to ruin the night, I just can’t figure out why I’m here." Reed watched the anguish cross Trevor’s brow seconds before he schooled his features.
The question caught him momentarily off guard, Reed blinked and blinked again. Then everything slipped into place and made a hell of a lot more sense. He smiled, letting it reach his eyes as he stepped in a little closer. “You're here because you agreed to go on a date with me. You honestly don't remember?”
“No, Reed, I don’t at all. I can’t figure any of this out,” Trevor said, a quiet desperation filling his voice.
“That explains everything.” Reed took another step closer, his chest almost touching Trevor's. “I assure you this has nothing to do with pity. In fact, I can't seem to get you out of my head. You’re all I've thought about since I ran into you at Rylie’s rehearsal dinner. And after last night,” Reed’s gaze dropped to Trevor’s mouth, “I crave the taste of your sweet lips against mine again.”
Placing his hand on Trevor’s arm, Reed leaned in closer, inclining his head so his lips hovered slightly above Trevor’s. “Will you let me kiss you again?”
Trevor said nothing, but his breathing quickened for several breaths. His eyes went wide and that sexy blush colored his cheeks. All at once everything came together perfectly in Reed’s world. Trevor inched closer. His hard arousal brushed against Reed’s own aching cock, causing it to jerk. Trevor lifted his lips in a silent invitation. Oh dear god, yes...he wants me too! The slight tilt of Trevor’s head was all the agreement Reed needed. Taking Trevor’s face in between his palms, Reed pressed his body close, desperately needing to feel the hardness of this gorgeous man’s body pressed against his own. Reed slowly slid his tongue across Trevor’s full bottom lip. He was rewarded when Trevor’s eyes slid closed and his lips parted, opening for him. Ah, that’s right...kiss me, baby.
Reed’s tongue surged forward, meeting Trevor's. A groan vibrated deep inside his chest. His senses flooded with desire. Trevor’s kiss tasted so much sweeter than Reed remembered. God, he loved the way Trevor responded to him.
He feasted on Trevor's mouth, his tongue tasting, swirling and eagerly probing. He wrapped Trevor in his arms, pressing himself head to toe against his body. He wanted this man so badly it hurt. Oh, you are magnificent, Mr. Trevor West. Reed burned to take Trevor to his bedroom, slowly undress him, and take time exploring every part of that rock hard body. He wanted to hear Trevor gasp his name as he pleasured him. Reed groaned. His cock twitched. Yes, he wanted to pleasure him, over and over, hour after hour, and lose himself until he didn’t know where Trevor ended and he began.
What the hell was wrong with him? Reed never thought about having a long term relationship, ever. Now, with one kiss, he wanted to pick out curtains with this very man. Lord, he had it bad, and all he could hope was Trevor shared his same feelings. Small doubts crossed his mind. What if Trevor didn’t feel the same? What if he were alone in all this? These new insecurities panicked Reed, so he forced them from his mind.
With effort, he sucked Trevor's tongue into his mouth one last time and eased from the kiss, keeping Trevor tucked in his arms. He didn't know if Trevor could sense his urgency or his desperation, but he didn't want to scare him. For his own sanity, as well as Trevor’s comfort, Trevor would have to set the pace of their relationship.