Total pages in book: 95
Estimated words: 91864 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 459(@200wpm)___ 367(@250wpm)___ 306(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 91864 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 459(@200wpm)___ 367(@250wpm)___ 306(@300wpm)
Okay…yeah, I thought now was a good time to pull off.
“No come-eating for you?” he teased.
“Not on the first date.” I winked.
He laughed and Christ, he was fucking fun.
I shoved to my feet, and we collided—our mouths and hands attacking each other like we were fucking starving.
His fingers were rough and his body was hard and so damn different from a woman’s.
He grabbed my ass and teased my crack, which made the first stab of hesitance pierce me.
“I think that’s going to have to be a do-not-enter zone for tonight,” I said as I kissed my way down his neck.
“Aww, where’s the fun in that? I didn’t think Ethan Harris was afraid of anything.”
“Not afraid.” I bit his neck and felt him shudder. “Just not that gay yet.”
“I don’t think you’re gay at all.”
“This feels pretty gay.”
“Shut up and make me come,” he said.
“You’re lucky I want to give you an orgasm; otherwise I’d stop just because you’re being bossy.”
“Oh, tough straight man can’t handle being told what to do?”
“Shut up,” I told him before I kissed him again. Our teeth clanked together and our tongues tangled as we both struggled for dominance. We were frantically stepping out of our shoes and jerking our pants and underwear off. Sean shoved at me, started walking forward which put me walking backward. He nipped at my lip and this time it was me who ran my finger down his ass crack.
“I think that’s going to have to be a do-not-enter zone for tonight,” he tossed back at me.
“Well, that hardly seems fair.”
“You said it to me first.”
“But I’m the newbie.”
“Thank you for admitting that.” He gave me a cocky grin.
“Fucker.”
“I’m teasing you.”
It was then I realized he’d backed me up to the couch. This was so strange—the whole dynamic of being with him, but I’d be lying if I didn’t admit it was also fun as hell.
He pushed me down but I wasn’t going without him, so I pulled him with me. That put Sean on top of me as we lay on the couch.
“I get to top?” he teased.
“Just for a minute.”
I wanted his taste on my tongue again. Wanted to devour his fucking mouth, so I took it. The kiss was frenzied and hungry and rough. There was something so primal about it that it made my dick leak pre-come and my balls ache.
Sean thrust his dick against mine and I realized that felt pretty fucking good.
“Christ, do that again.”
So he did. It felt a whole lot better than I thought it would.
“Spit in your hand and wrap it around both of us,” he told me.
I was too fucking amped up, too fucking turned on to call him on his bossiness. I spit in my hand and wrapped it around our dicks just as Sean started to thrust into my fist. His hard cock rubbed against mine with this delicious fucking friction that made my head spin.
The alcohol couldn’t have contributed to that too.
He fucked my hand as I jacked us, and then he was kissing me again. His tongue swept my mouth and my balls drew tight and…“Fuck.…Holy fucking shit, I’m about to blow my load.”
“Do it. Give it to me, Ethan.”
Those words pushed me over the edge. Just as my orgasm slammed into me, I pulled my shirt up and shot jizz up my chest. Sean thrust again and then I watched as his dick erupted, a fat load joining mine on my stomach. It made my dick jerk again, and another pulse shot from my cock.
Before I could think about anything, he was climbing down my body and the motherfucker started licking up the mess. My dick twitched, and holy fucking shit, that was hot.
Sean looked up at me and grinned before he finished cleaning our come off my stomach and I swear to Christ, it was the hottest damn thing I’d ever seen.
I sort of felt like he’d just one-upped me again, but I was sated and had just come so I didn’t give a shit.
He fell back against the other end of the couch so our legs were tangled and we each leaned against one of the arms. We were quiet for a moment and that’s when the knowledge of what I’d done just slammed into me.
I didn’t feel regret really.…Confusion maybe? Surprise?
“Second thoughts?”
“Not sure.”
“You know, there are a lot more options than straight and gay out there. Remember, I’m bi.”
Obviously, I knew that and…“I let a guy blow me once in college.”
Sean’s eyes went wide but I continued. “We didn’t kiss or anything. I didn’t touch him. We were drunk and he wanted to suck my dick so I let him.”
He rolled his eyes. “Well, that was fucking nice of you—letting the poor gay boy suck your cock.”
He tried to get up, but I grasped his wrist and didn’t let him. “I didn’t mean it like that.” I was fucking this up. Something about Sean always made me feel like I was playing catch-up. As though I was one step behind when I was used to leading the pack. “I’m not trying to be a dickhead. I’m just sorting through my thoughts. And it wasn’t as if I was against the idea of touching the college kid, but he didn’t seem to want it, and I didn’t push it.”