Total pages in book: 48
Estimated words: 43284 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 216(@200wpm)___ 173(@250wpm)___ 144(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 43284 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 216(@200wpm)___ 173(@250wpm)___ 144(@300wpm)
“I went by the old lookout spot.” I’m dumb but not that dumb, what I was about to get might be more than the spanking I’d bargained for, he was beyond pissed. “Who with?” Damn I thought answering was supposed to make him ease the hell up. Instead he seemed to be taking that shit up a notch. “No one I promise. I just went there to have some time alone to think.”
“What the fuck was there to think about? I told you I was meeting with Priscilla and Crystal, which means it had something to do with my fucking kid, and what the fuck do you do? You pull this shit, you know what? maybe you’re not ready for me or this, maybe you’re too fucking young to be thinking about real relationships.”
It scared me more when he moved away than it did when he was leaning over me so threateningly. “Daddy I’m sorry…” I tried making a grab for him bit he moved out of the way, sending the knife deeper into my heart.
“That’s just it, you’re always sorry, until the next time you don’t get your way and you act like a fucking spoilt brat again. This is not fucking high school I’m a grown fucking man with a kid and other responsibilities. I’ve known you for a grand total of one month and yet in that time I’ve put you before everyone else. Every time I take you to my bed I run the risk of fucking up my relationship with my daughter. I asked you for time, what the fuck is so hard about that?”
Damn now that he put it that way I really sounded like a selfish hag. I was scared out of my mind at the way he seemed so final in his speech. “Please don’t leave me.” The words came out like a croaked whisper, barely making it past the lump in my throat.
He stopped midstride and turned those eyes that had the power to make me melt my way. I saw his body relax with his next breath and he hung his head for the longest minute of my life before looking up at me again. “Come here.” I never moved so fast in my damn life as I did then.
“I’m sorry daddy.” I clutched at him as his arms came around me and he buried his nose in my neck. “I missed you baby, I didn’t want to miss our night together any more than you did, but sometimes shit comes up and I know you’re young but if you’re gonna fuck with me that’s something you’re gonna have to get used to. I’m not gonna stop taking care of my daughter just because you’re in my life, you’re gonna have to learn to accept that because it’s never gonna change.
Doesn’t mean I’m choosing her over you, just means you two fit into two different compartments. I won’t hurt you for her, and I won’t hurt her to please you. I know my kid, I know what she can handle and as much as I have come to feel for you, I can’t see hurting her over this. Just let me work it my way. I promise you no one is going to keep us apart, but if I don’t handle this the right way it’ll do more damage than good. Tell me you understand.”
I was trying I really was, but all I heard was that once again I was second best. He squeezed me when I didn’t answer him fast enough. “I’m trying.” He didn’t say anything for the longest time and I held my breath until he lifted my face to look into my eyes. With my head held tenderly in his hands he lowered his lips to my forehead. “We’ll be fine I promise. Now you have to take care of this.” He took my hand and pressed it into his hard cock behind the fly of his jeans. Just that fast I was hot for him. I wanted him inside me like yesterday.
I didn’t object when he took me down to the soft grass beneath him with his mouth covering mine greedily. “Don’t ever disappear from me again, I don’t like it. I thought I would go out of my mind sitting there waiting for you baby.” His hands were making small work of my clothes as he spoke softly to me.
When I was naked he spread my clothes out beneath me before pulling his shirt off over his head to place beneath my head. As soon as that tattoo came into view I was up and on him with my lips around his nipple. I licked his flesh as he held my head in place.
I was suddenly ravenous for him. That split second when I believed there was a chance he might leave me needed to be erased from my mind. “Wait babygirl.” He tried stopping me when my hands got a bit too rough going after his zipper.