Total pages in book: 78
Estimated words: 73136 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 366(@200wpm)___ 293(@250wpm)___ 244(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 73136 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 366(@200wpm)___ 293(@250wpm)___ 244(@300wpm)
“What did you think about when you were making yourself come?” He croaks, and I know this is where we fall together, where we break the rules and do the one thing we both said we wouldn’t.
“You…” The word has barely passed my lips, and he is on me, his mouth slanting against mine in a kiss that is both pleasure and pain, longing and passion, fire and ice. He shifts his body, so he is above me, hovering over me like a protective blanket. I couldn’t stop myself, stop this, even if I tried. One of my hands finds purchase in his hair while the other grips onto his shirt tugging him closer.
Fire licks at my skin. There’s too much clothing, too much space between us. In a frenzy, I pull at his shirt, the kiss breaks and I tug it up and over his head. In return, he tugs on mine, and I let him take it off, exposing my bare chest.
His gaze moves straight to my chest, his Adam’s apple bobbing as he swallows. Without blinking, he cups my breast in his hand and leans down, taking the pebbled nipple into his mouth. He runs his tongue over it, licking it like it’s an ice cream cone before closing his lips around it and sucking hard. I moan loudly, arching my back, and pressing my breasts further into his face.
He releases one side just long enough to switch to the other, giving that one equal attention. I’m thrashing beneath him, withering in need. The feelings coursing through me are almost too much, and all he’s done so far is suck on my tits.
My hands explore his upper body, my fingers running over every muscle, every ridge and dip I can find. I want to touch every inch of him, to embed the memory of this moment in my mind, to paint a picture of us coming together because I know it will never happen again. There is no forever for us, there is only now, and that’s good enough for me.
Releasing my nipple with a pop that bounces off the walls, his hungry gaze works its way down my body. I’m still in my sleep shorts, but I figure it won’t be that way for long. Trailing his fingers down my body, he touches me with a softness I didn’t expect. I shiver. My stomach a ball of nervous tension. When he reaches the waistband of my sleep shorts, his fingers hook inside, and he looks up at me to make sure I’m okay with what he’s about to do.
With a slight nod, I lift my hips as he pulls my shorts and thong off in one swoop, leaving me completely bare and at his mercy.
“You’re so beautiful,” he murmurs against my lips as he shifts above me, his lips pressing against mine tenderly.
“So are you,” I whisper back, reaching for him. He pulls back, and spreads my thighs slowly, almost as if he’s savoring his first glimpse of me completely naked.
Licking his lips, he says, “I’m going to taste you, eat you until I’ve had my fill and then I’m going to fuck you, punish you for driving me insane.”
He gives me no warning as he pushes my legs back toward my chest and dives in. A gasp catches in my throat at the first lick, and then I’m not sure what happens. All I know is somewhere between all the licking, sucking, and biting, I come again and again. He’s like a ravaged man enjoying his last supper.
When he finally comes up for air, sweat has formed against my brow, and my chest is heaving, my heartbeat whooshing in my ears. I watch him pull his shorts down, freeing his very large, very hard cock.
Looking down at me, he moves, his thick cock grazing my sensitive core and I groan at the sensation that ripples through me.
Gripping his erection, he gives it a couple pumps, and my eyes move toward the motion. I can’t look away. I want him.
“Are you sure you want this?” he asks, his voice husky.
Could I say no? Yes. Do I want to? No.
“Yes, I want this. I want you.” I answer as I reach for him, my fingernails raking across his chest. He hisses through his clenched teeth, and the muscles in his neck tighten at my touch.
“We shouldn’t, we fucking shouldn’t. We were doomed from the very start. All these rules, all this…”
I’m worried, he’s going to stop, that he’s going to break my heart all over again, but instead, he lines his cock up with my entrance and slams inside of me. One thrust of his hips and my virginity is gone. Tears spring from my eyes, and trail down the sides of my cheeks at the intrusion. Seb just stares down at me, his gaze burning into my flesh.