Total pages in book: 94
Estimated words: 86160 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 431(@200wpm)___ 345(@250wpm)___ 287(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 86160 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 431(@200wpm)___ 345(@250wpm)___ 287(@300wpm)
At night I'd wait until she fell asleep before sneaking into bed, I'd lay there and watch her as she slept, my heart heavy and fear in my gut.
Now here it is, Saturday, the kids are home, there's lots of running around and screaming, usually I'd be right in the middle of it, rough housing with my boys.
I slammed out the back door and headed for my workshop. I spent hours working on a piece driving my body and mind to exhaustion. By the time I lifted my head it was late afternoon and the sun was going down.
I made my way back to the house, my trepidation growing with each step, it was way too dark in there and where was the blast of the television blaring cartoons or some Disney show?
My heart pounded in sickening fear when I walked in to find an empty house.
"No...Simone...no." I dropped to my knees in the middle of the living room, tears running unchecked down my cheeks, bile rising in my throat.
"SIMONE..."I don't know how long I laid there, heart sick and broken.
When I could feel my legs again I rushed out the door and to the garage. The cars were all there, the alarm for the gate hadn't signaled and there had been no alert on the workshop monitors so they couldn't have gone too far. Please don't let her have left me.
I never prayed so hard in my life, I think I might have even promised to give up some things in the future, I'm not sure, all I could think about was her being gone, the three of them, my world, out of my life forever.
No fucking way, I couldn't survive it, I'd never let that happen.
Running back inside I grabbed the keys to the ATV to go looking for them. As I came back out the door I heard them.
I've never moved so fast in my life as I did when I ran to them. Fear gave way to anger, anger to jubilation, and then, enlightenment. I grabbed them up in my arms, trying to hold all of them at once until we ended up in a tangle on the ground.
"Where were you?" My voice was gruff as I pulled her head back to look into her eyes.
"We went for a walk daddy, that's all." I saw something in her eyes; some knowledge was hiding there behind the innocent look she gave, as the boys thought we were playing a new game and started tackling me.
That night I enjoyed my family as we made dinner together, then sat around the table eating and laughing. The boys were full of questions as usual and I could see they were glad to have their father back.
Putting them to bed after their baths took on new meaning, they were mine, they'd always been mine, but somehow unbeknownst to me I'd been harboring this fear, now I could truly breathe. No one was going to take them from me, not ever.
I tackled her down to the mattress after her shower that night, tickling her to laughter, until laughter became deep sighs as I touched her with all the love I held inside for her.
I marked her in ways I hadn't since our first few weeks together, I needed to reclaim her once more, to stamp myself on her and in her.
By the time I entered her gently while gazing lovingly into her eyes, I was lost.
"I know what you did...thank you." I drove into her as deep as I could go as she wrapped her legs around me, her heels grinding into my ass keeping me locked inside her.
"Don't ever leave me Simone...swear it."
"I swear daddy, never."
"Tell me you love me."
"Love you daddy, so much." Her head went back as she enjoyed the slow stroking of my cock in and out of her pussy.
I stroked her softly a few times more before the need overcame me and I wanted more, needed more.
I needed to reclaim her, get things back on an even keel.
"Ready?" She nodded, I pulled out, turned her over and tied her hands behind her back.
"Kneel." She climbed off the bed to the floor, kneeling at my feet, head bowed, and forehead to the floor.
I stroked my hard cock over her bowed head as her body in subjection went to my head.
"Up."
She picked her head up, her eyes level with my hardening cock.
"Suck." With her hands tied behind her back I had to feed her. I didn't stop until I was in her neck her head forced back even more from the power of my thrusts.
"Wait." I pulled out of her mouth and moved around behind her.
With her head tilting back, hands resting on the floor behind her, ass to heels, I entered her mouth once again from an upside down angle so I could play with her tits from above.