The Tease (The Virgin Society #3) Read Online Lauren Blakely

Categories Genre: Alpha Male, BDSM, Billionaire, Contemporary, Erotic, Forbidden, Virgin Tags Authors: Series: The Virgin Society Series by Lauren Blakely
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Total pages in book: 96
Estimated words: 92368 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 462(@200wpm)___ 369(@250wpm)___ 308(@300wpm)
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My pulse skitters wildly as the awful images whirl. Suddenly, I’m picturing saying all those things. It feels so likely, as if I absolutely will do this, until I take a breath.

In for four—then out for a long count of eight. And again, as the hot water runs over me and I face the intrusive thoughts straight on. Labeling them for what they are. I can handle them. As the water patters against the tiles, I do my homework from my therapist.

These thoughts are not up to me.

They will just float through my mind and go away. I won’t act on them. I accept them instead of fighting them.

A few minutes of talk-back and I feel mostly better. I get out of the shower and dry off, then put on lotion, taking my time as I get more distance from the thoughts.

I’m calmer when I head to my favorite place—my closet.

I’ll be meeting my friends later tonight, so I pick something fun to wear, opting for a pair of black denim shorts I snagged from my favorite vintage shop, along with a lavender crop top. Since the weather’s not too hot yet, I grab a blazer that was once owned by some lady boss.

In the mirror, I strike a pose, assessing. If my sister were here, I’d ask her opinion.

I listen for Willa’s voice, but it’s grown faint through the years.

Just tug the blazer toward your shoulder. Don’t be afraid to show a little skin.

She was the real bold one. That was the problem. I’m the planner.

That was the problem too.

I’m almost ready to leave, but I need one more thing. I grab my anklet from the drawer of my jewelry box and fasten it on. It’s thin, with little silver stars dangling from it. Willa gave it to me for my eighteenth birthday seven years ago. When we learned all their possible meanings, we became obsessed with ankle bracelets, gifting them to each other constantly, trading them back and forth, then pretending they meant different things. Ridiculous things, all of them ultimately boiling down to anthem—fuck the patriarchy.

I flip the bird on her behalf, then grab my beige journal from my nightstand. A reminder of why I’m making this request of Scarlett will do me good.

Why I’m going to such lengths for another time with that man.

Opening the journal, I take out the card I keep in there, setting it down on the bed, before I flip through the pages. I re-read the details I logged in the journal about Friday night.

Leather, orchids, fire. A teacher, a phantom, an un-gentleman. A tailored jacket for your knees. A request to come again. Then, with the pen from the loop holder, I add a few more words, written as fragments, like a haiku out of order, so no one can decipher it. Make me be quiet. Sometimes, but not other times. Flapper dress and…nothing.

The memories make me shiver.

“Done,” I say, then pick up the card and tuck it safely back inside and lock up the journal. I grab the gift for Scarlett, dropping something I snagged for Camden into a bag too. On the way out of my pint-size apartment, I stop and sniff the gardenias I picked up at the farmers’ market. They’re fragrant, peachy. Flowers have always made me happy, so they’re my little luxury.

They also settle me before I head into unusual situations, so I take one more hit, then I walk the few blocks to Better Days, powered by determination.

After pushing open the door, I march to the counter where my friend is uncapping two Modelos and sliding them to a pair of women, both wearing ripped jeans. When they go to a table, Scarlett turns to me, her bright blue eyes sparkling.

“Hey, babe,” Scarlett says, stretching out her inked arms for a hug that doesn’t quite happen across the counter. “You’re my heroine!”

I lean in to receive the almost embrace. “That’s me. How was your shift?”

“Crazy,” she says with an eye roll. “But it’s all good. Everyone got their booze so the world kept turning.”

“What more can you ask for?”

“A better boss,” she mutters under her breath, then sweeps her gaze from side to side and launches into a litany of how strict her boss is about the schedule, and how now he wants her to work every Friday.

“That sucks,” I say, sympathetically.

“You’re lucky you like your job.”

“Definitely,” I say.

After a pause, she asks quietly, “So, how was it?”

“It was fantastic,” I say in my job interview voice, and I don’t at all say what I feared I would. I rarely do. That doesn’t stop the thoughts from coming though. But I understand them now. I’ve learned how to handle them so they don’t have as much power over me as they once did. I know, too, that I’m in control of my words and my deeds.


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