Total pages in book: 146
Estimated words: 140767 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 704(@200wpm)___ 563(@250wpm)___ 469(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 140767 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 704(@200wpm)___ 563(@250wpm)___ 469(@300wpm)
“Maria?” he asks, his smile deepening further, if you can believe it.
Me, though? I’m nearly speechless. Because I haven’t seen my high school sweetheart Remington Winslow in two fucking decades.
And yes, trust me, if you got an eyeful of everything that Remy is now, you’d know it absolutely deserves the use of the f-word. Same strong jaw, same intense eyes, same full lips and dark hair—somehow, he looks as good as I remember. Maybe even better.
Goodness, he’s aged well.
“Remy.” His name passes over my tongue and has the power to bring back so many memories of the past.
“Holy shit,” he says, his beaming smile still in place. “I can hardly believe it’s you. Quick, run into me again so I can decide if you’re real.”
Nausea and annoying assistant all but forgotten, I smile so big it hurts. “I also can’t believe it’s you. After all this time. What are you doing here?”
His laugh is soft and gooey like caramel. “My brother lives in the building.”
“Jude?” I ask, taking a shot in the dark with one of three names I know to be his brothers’. Jude and Ty were younger—cute little shits, though—and Flynn, who was the same age as me, always had a mysterious hotness about him. But for me, it was always Remy. The moon rose and the sun set and the stars aligned when I looked into his eyes. I was young, sure, but if Remy hadn’t graduated and gone off to college before me, I’m pretty sure I would have found a way to keep him forever.
He chuckles with a shake of his head. “Ty, actually.”
“Rats,” I say with an overly dramatic snap of my fingers. “So close.”
He chuckles again, his eyes falling to my rounded stomach and flaring. “So…wow…you’re pregnant,” he murmurs, the statement rocking me to my core. I know I am. I know. And yet, still, having Remington Winslow point it out to me in a random New York elevator feels like an out-of-body experience.
My hand travels to my belly button reflexively, and blind panic seizes at least eighty percent of my organs. For a minute, I almost forgot my reality—I am pregnant. Almost full-term and just a couple of weeks away from my official due date, in fact.
“Uh…well…”
His eyes meet mine, and it’s the same look I’ve seen from other people who have noticed my current miracle-of-life state. Curiosity makes the blue of his eyes lighter, and his silent questions are most likely ones I have no idea how to answer out loud.
Holy mackerel, how do I even begin to explain this…complicated situation?
Oh, well, you see, Remy, I am pregnant, but the baby’s not mine genetically. My sister was having a hard time getting pregnant, and I agreed to be her surrogate. Her gestational carrier, to be specific. It felt like a brilliant idea at the time, getting to help my sister’s baby dreams come true, and then, once this little bambino was born, I’d get to play the role of fun aunt. And it was all going to plan…for about three months into this pregnancy. Isabella and Oliver were over-the-moon excited. Truthfully, we were all excited. Until, you know, six months ago when my sister and brother-in-law died in a helicopter crash. Now, I’m challenged with raising this baby alone without a fucking, fucking clue what I’m doing. And most days, I feel like I’m one breath away from a nervous breakdown.
Yeah. Great small talk.
“Yeah… Your eyes are not playing tricks on you. I am pregnant,” I eventually say, choosing to keep the details of my situation out of the conversation, while trying hard to keep the sound of despair out of my voice. The intricacies of my pregnant state are a little too complex for pleasant chitchat.
The elevator lets out a high-pitched squeal, and that’s when both of us realize we’ve been too busy staring at each other to push the buttons for our floors.
Remy grins. “What floor do you need?”
“Twenty-second.”
He presses the button for me and then taps the one for the twenty-fourth floor too.
The cart jolts as it begins its ascent, and Remy’s eyes glance down at my rounded belly again.
“Congratulations, by the way,” he says with a tender smile that slices through my shield and grazes against the recesses of my pain.
“Thanks.” I lick my lips and look to the ground to gather myself, but when the elevator jolts erratically, I’m knocked off-balance and right back into Remy’s body.
And seconds later, everything turns to pitch-black darkness.
I scream a little—I can’t help it—and he immediately squeezes the flesh of my arms to reassure me. “It’s okay. I think we just lost power for a bit. Should come back on soon.”
Claustrophobia isn’t an affliction I struggle with on a regular basis, but something about being trapped in utter darkness with the guy I once thought was my soul mate while pregnant with my sister’s baby and on the brink of throwing up is really triggering a flare-up. Go figure.