Total pages in book: 114
Estimated words: 108483 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 542(@200wpm)___ 434(@250wpm)___ 362(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 108483 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 542(@200wpm)___ 434(@250wpm)___ 362(@300wpm)
“Yeah, he’s great,” I downplay because I could stand up in this boat and fire off about thirty superlatives for that man and his hands and his lips and those kisses from last night.
But restraint.
“What are you wearing on your date tonight?” Vivienne singsongs teasingly.
“I don’t know.” I look from one to the other, not wanting to abandon my friends but wanting to see Maxim. “You guys sure you’re okay with me going?”
“Oh, honey, we’ve spent the whole day together,” Kimba says. “Besides, David buzzed ya girl. I was going to ask if I might be excused anyway for some one-on-one with him.”
“Nice. You got my go for it vote.” I turn to Vivienne. “And you, Viv? I don’t want to leave you on your own.”
“I’ll be fine,” Vivienne says. “Aya and I are having dinner with her family tonight.”
“So is tonight the night?” Kimba eyes me over the rim of her glass. “Do we need to have the talk before it goes down?”
My uninhibited peal of laugher takes me by surprise. God, where’d this happiness come from? It feels good to be happy about something. Truly giddy, which is how Maxim’s kisses and his touch and his words, his company make me feel. And to feel certain about something. For weeks I’ve circled my future warily, unsure of what I’ll do next. I’m pretty sure tonight, I’ll do Maxim.
“I think it’s tonight, yeah,” I admit. “But I’m good on the talk. Just because I haven’t used the equipment doesn’t mean I haven’t read the manual or played with the knobs.”
Kimba cackles and runs a hand over her closely cropped golden-brown hair. “Yes, those knobs have gotten me through this drought, but I think I may give David the controls tonight.”
“What time are you meeting Maxim?” Vivienne asks, still grinning over Kimba’s comment.
“Uh, I’m not sure. He said he would text me, but of course…” I roll my eyes. “I left my phone in the room.”
“I know. Sorry, girl. We’ll be back soon,” Kimba assures me and bites into a lime wedge.
“I was listening to yet another voice mail from my dad when I was brushing my teeth. I think I left it at the sink.”
When we dock and deboard, I force a leisurely pace to match Viv and Kimba’s, but I want to run, find my phone, and see if Maxim tried to call or text. We’re still talking about the art we saw at the Van Gogh Museum and the gorgeous country hillside from the bike tour when we reach our hostel. Maxim sits on a low stone wall across from the building, reading a book and looking delectable in aviator sunglasses.
God, save me from this man in aviators.
“Well, so much for thinking he’d be deterred by a lost phone,” Vivienne murmurs with a smile. “Right here waiting for you.”
I send them a gleeful look before walking a little ahead to approach him. He seems completely absorbed in whatever he’s reading.
“Hi,” I say once I’m standing right in front of him.
His smile packs a rush of adrenaline, a needle plunged right through my heart, deploying blood and endorphins and electricity to all my vital parts. “Hi. Hope it’s okay that I just showed up. I called, but—”
“Sorry. I left my phone. And of course it’s okay.”
He glances past me and offers another smile, this one more polite, less familiar. “Hey, Kimba, Vivienne. You guys have fun today?”
“Yup, so much fun,” Kimba says, already turning toward the hostel’s entrance. “See you upstairs, Lenn.”
“It was great,” Vivienne replies, right behind Kimba, both rushing to leave us alone. “We went to the Van Gogh and rode bikes and took a canal ride.”
“Oh, I was hoping we could take a canal ride, Nix,” he says to me, his eyes and voice private, intimate even though we don’t know each other’s bodies yet. The abbreviation of my name, for some reason, is so damn sexy. My father and all my friends shorten my name to Lenn. Nix is just… Yeah. I want to be Nix this week. Tonight, I want to be Nix for him.
“We still can,” I assure him, my voice softening so only he will hear me. “There were lots of people. Maybe there’s one for just two?”
He folds the book facedown on the wall and clasps my hips, pulling me to stand between his legs. He reaches up to roll his closed fist around and down the length of my ponytail. “Exactly what I had in mind.”
He’s seated on the wall but so tall we’re almost eye level. We met four years ago for a couple of hours. We clocked some time last night and even shared kisses. How can we be here already? How can I want this with him after never wanting it with anyone else before?
But then he tugs on my ponytail and pulls me close enough to kiss. Every doubt and question follows common sense out the window. I cup his face and press deeper into the V of his thighs. I open to him, take him in, taste his groan, and relish how he tautens under my hands.