Total pages in book: 107
Estimated words: 103428 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 517(@200wpm)___ 414(@250wpm)___ 345(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 103428 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 517(@200wpm)___ 414(@250wpm)___ 345(@300wpm)
But for some reason, I couldn’t get there. Two fingers massaged my clit in small circles. I felt tension build, but it wasn’t enough to push me over. I tried to imagine the fingers were Merrick’s and slipped them inside myself. It felt so damn good. My breathing quickened as I found my rhythm, fingers pumping in and out of my wetness.
Thoughts of Merrick flashed in my mind.
Him lying on the couch with his bulging cock and flat stomach.
That sexy line of hair that led from his belly button down into his underwear.
The V—that damn V. I imagined my tongue licking up and down the deep crease of it.
Merrick standing in his office, fully dressed in a suit with his feet spread wide and arms folded over his chest in a power stance. Lord, he was almost as sexy dressed.
Oh.
Yeah. That’s it.
So close.
I panted as I raced toward the finish line. When I thought I was about to get there, I reached my thumb up to touch my clit, knowing that almost always detonated the impending explosion.
It felt good, great even, but no matter how gently or firmly I rubbed, how fast or slow I pumped into myself, I couldn’t close the deal. I even tried using my other hand to massage my breasts and pinch my nipples, but it was impossible. After a while, definitely longer than I’d ever had to pleasure myself before, I finally gave up.
God, I can’t even do that right.
Frustrated and on edge, I blamed Merrick.
The man had stolen my damn orgasm.
Another half hour or so went by, but I still couldn’t relax enough to fall asleep. I thought maybe I’d make some chamomile tea—perhaps the warm drink could help me wind down a little. So I got out of bed and creaked open my door. There was no possible way I could face Merrick after what I’d just done to thoughts of him. Luckily, his bedroom door was closed, and I didn’t hear any signs of moving around. So I slipped out of my room and tiptoed to the kitchen. But when I pushed the door open, I froze.
Fuck.
Merrick was inside, leaning against the counter, and he wore only a pair of low-hanging gray sweatpants—no shirt or shoes.
“Hey.” His voice was gravelly.
I couldn’t look at him, so I spoke to his feet. “What are you doing up?”
I didn’t raise my eyes, but I could see through my peripheral vision that he lifted a glass. “Couldn’t sleep. Came out for some water.”
I nodded and went to the kitchen cabinet next to where he stood, still not able to look at him. Though I definitely felt his eyes following me.
“Everything alright?”
“Sure. Just thirsty, too.”
Merrick went silent. He didn’t say a word while I took down a glass, walked to the sink, and ran the water before filling my cup.
“You feel okay?”
I guzzled almost the entire glass before answering. “Fine, why?”
He reached out and felt my forehead. “Your face is red.” He brushed the back of his hand over my cheek. “And you’re clammy.”
I tried to hide my embarrassment, but I felt my face heating even more. “I was under the covers. That room gets warm.”
Again, he was quiet, and I continued to stare down at his feet.
Seriously? Even his stupid feet were sexy.
Tension built in the room with every second that passed. Eventually Merrick set his drink on the counter. He slipped the glass from my hand and set it next to his. My eyes darted up, but I quickly looked away.
“Look at me, Evie.”
Fuck.
The moment was already awkward, and all I wanted to do was run back to my room and hide under the covers. But that would make things even worse. So instead, I put on my big-girl panties and took a deep breath before looking up.
Our gazes locked, and I watched as Merrick studied me. Long seconds ticked by as my heart ricocheted against my rib cage. I watched in fascination as his pupils grew darker and larger, and a ghost of a devilish smirk tugged at the corner of his lips. Merrick shifted from next to me to in front of me, putting one hand on either side of the counter.
“You want me as much as I want you, Evie. I can see it.”
I felt like a deer caught in the headlights with a car barreling down the road. Yet I couldn’t seem to get my feet to move. Maybe they didn’t want to.
Merrick’s eyes were filled with so much heat, I actually started to sweat.
“Tell me I’m wrong,” he said.
“You’re…” It felt like he could see right through me, so rather than lie, I told him something that was true. “You’re my boss, Merrick.”
He looked down for a minute before locking eyes with me again. “Is that the only reason?”
“Isn’t that enough?”