Total pages in book: 68
Estimated words: 67711 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 339(@200wpm)___ 271(@250wpm)___ 226(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 67711 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 339(@200wpm)___ 271(@250wpm)___ 226(@300wpm)
“And he’s put up with it?” Eudora asked.
I considered the argument Jay and I had when I’d dragged him away from Miles and Carter earlier. Ultimately, he had let me win. He was going to go to my grandparents’ place with me, even though it clearly bothered him. “He has so far.”
Eudora smiled. “I imagine you’ve made that worth his while.”
“Maybe, but things won’t be the same at my grandparents’ estate.”
Eudora laughed. “No, they certainly won’t, but don’t let your grandmother intimidate you.”
“That’s a tall order. She’ll put Jay in a separate room.”
“Of course she will.”
“I’m not going to introduce him as my boyfriend.”
“What would she do if you did?” Ben asked.
I took a deep breath and let it out. “I really don’t know, but I’m not going to find out that way.”
“Don’t let it be a chance for you to hide,” Eudora said.
I was in deep already. Ben had called that right. I did want to fight for Jay. I wanted him to admit what he was feeling, but if we couldn’t make things work, would I be able to put myself back together this time?
“We’ll be here if things don’t go your way,” Ben said as if he knew what I was thinking. “I might not know you as well as Eudora, but I’ve heard enough from Miles to know how brave you are. You weren’t afraid to be yourself at school, and you shouldn’t be afraid to do what you want now.”
“I was terrified in school, but I refused to let that stop me.”
“Then don’t let it stop you now, no matter what your very well-meaning friends say.”
I needed to hear that.
“And if things don’t work out,” Eudora said. “You’ll survive; you always have.”
“I really don’t want to think about that.”
Ben laid a hand on my arm. “What does your gut tell you?”
I looked from him to Eudora. “That Jay is The One.”
“That’s what mine said about Miles.”
I hugged them both. “Thank you.”
“Any time, and you better keep us posted,” Eudora said.
“I will.”
Ben smiled. “All I’m going to tell Miles is that you really like Jay, and you aren’t going to let him get hurt. It’s your decision if you want to tell him more.”
“Thank you. You’re the best.”
“Now get back to your man.”
I hurried out the door, suddenly very eager to do so.
23
JAY
When I saw Ford’s driver pull out into traffic and head down the street, I walked upstairs. My heart pounded when I reached the door of his bedroom. I knew I shouldn’t snoop, but I’d been thinking about that damn drawer since the first time I’d been in his bathroom. I had to know. If it was so secret, he should lock it up—not that he would expect anyone to be in his bathroom.
I moved slowly and quietly across the room. I didn’t know why. I knew no one else was there. If Ford had security cameras, I was already fucked. When I stepped into the bathroom, something brightly colored in the shower caught my eye.
I stepped closer, trying to figure out what hot pink item would be in Ford’s shower. I tugged on the glass door. As it popped open, my breath caught. There was a sizable dildo suction cupped to the wall of the shower. If he’d left that in the shower, I had to be right about what was in the drawer.
Had Ford used the dildo this morning? Had he thought about me when he did? Jesus Christ. If he was that horny, he could have come to get me. I would gladly have taken care of him.
I could easily imagine him naked in the shower, hand braced on the wall, pushing back to take it inside, his other hand wrapped around his cock, furiously working himself. What I would give to watch that.
I stepped back from the shower and turned toward the vanity. I shouldn’t look, but I couldn’t help myself. Besides, could it really be worse than what I’d already seen?
I pulled the drawer open and made a strangled sound. It was filled with butt plugs and dildos in a range of sizes. One of the plugs even had a remote to control the level of vibration. Damn, Ford liked his toys. I wanted to use every single one of them on him.
A video I’d watched replayed in my head. A man was stretched out on the bed, naked. Another man knelt between his legs, working a thick dildo in and out of him as he sucked the reclined man’s cock. Suddenly I needed to do that to Ford so badly it made my knees weak.
Ford had challenged me, and I never stepped down from a challenge, even if it meant…. Could I do it? Could I take Ford’s cock in my mouth? Would I be any good at it? I couldn’t imagine being able to take him as deep as Ford had taken me, but I wanted to try.