Total pages in book: 48
Estimated words: 43827 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 219(@200wpm)___ 175(@250wpm)___ 146(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 43827 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 219(@200wpm)___ 175(@250wpm)___ 146(@300wpm)
“Look at me.” She kept her head buried in my chest and I had to be satisfied with just holding her for now. “I’m sorry I almost took you like that, but you deserve better.” I sounded like a dick but it was the best I could do, I was still in a state of ‘what the fuck’ myself. Never in my wildest dreams would I have imagined that she would be untouched. If I thought I felt for her before, nothing compared to what I was feeling now.
“You don’t have to make excuses Grant, I know why you stopped.” There were tears in her voice and I wondered what the hell was going through her head. “What…?”
“I don’t want to talk about it, just let me up please.” I looked at her bent head for a minute before giving into her wishes. She hurried to get back into her clothes and I felt like a heel. There was no doubt that she felt I had rejected her, but nothing could be farther from the truth.
I watched her as she kept her head bent and her face turned away from me. She looked so small, so pitiful that it made my heart clench. As much as I didn’t want to take her innocence like this, I knew that if I didn’t, if I let her leave like this, I’d do more damage than good. I didn’t want her thinking for one second that I didn’t want her, but I guess I’d just have to show her since she was in no mood to listen.
I knew what I was doing, knew the changes I would have to make in my life if I took her under me now. She started in surprise when my hands went to the zipper of her jeans and pulled down. I didn’t say a word as I lifted her top over her head, being gentler now than before. There was no rush to my movements this time, my mind was clear. “So fucking perfect.”
I let my hands play over her body, taking in every detail. In the back of my mind was the thought that I had never in a million years imagined us being here, I’d dreamt of it, but never thought it would come to pass. Now that I had her here, I was almost afraid to touch her, she was an innocent. There weren’t enough words to describe what that shit did to me.
I laid her back on the bed again, never letting my eyes or my hands leave her amazing body. I used soft words of comfort to try to undo the damage that I’d done. I doubt she knew that the words were coming from my heart, that the things I whispered in her ear were things I’d wanted to say to her for a long time.
“This is all mine.” My hand went between her thighs and cupped her so there was no mistaking my meaning. She must’ve seen the change in my face when I leaned over her about to mount her.
“Grant…”
“Shh, let me have you.” I placed soft kisses down her middle in the pale moonlight that filtered through the windows. She was so small it was hard to believe that she could take me. That was a new worry of mine, but not one that would stop me. I wasn’t a small man neither in height nor the length of my dick, and my hand spawned the width of her from hip to hip, so tiny.
I let my cock rest against her hot thigh, leaking and throbbing in anticipation of what was to come. Taking her hand, I placed it around my meat and was amazed that it barely fit. Her heart picked up speed against my chest and I sought to soothe her. “Don’t be afraid hellcat, I promise not to hurt you.” I hope to fuck I can keep that promise; I’d already seen her blood on my dick.
I ignored the raging need inside and took my time, making love to her with my lips and tongue. Her skin was soft and sweet as I tried to remember every moment of this first time together. I didn’t rush, didn’t make any fast moves, just let things take their natural course, even though I wanted to climb between her thighs and fuck into her until this lust that was riding me abated.
When I reached the vee between her thighs I inhaled her scent, taking it deep into myself. “You smell fucking amazing. I can smell your need for me, your heat.” It was true; the scent of her arousal was potent. Here face went up in flames and she tried closing her legs against me, but I persisted and kept them open wide.
When my tongue touched her for the first time bells went off in my head. “Fuck, I knew you were going to be the end of me.” I lifted her to my mouth before she could question me, sinking my tongue deep. Her pussy was small and tight around my tongue and her legs could barely open wide enough to fit my shoulders. I could already imagine the feel of all that tightness around my dick and it was making me crazy.