Total pages in book: 106
Estimated words: 103852 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 519(@200wpm)___ 415(@250wpm)___ 346(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 103852 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 519(@200wpm)___ 415(@250wpm)___ 346(@300wpm)
I’ve always used that childhood memory as my darkest time, the one moment that I compare everything to. The jabs, the behind-my-back talks, the harassment. All of it.
But I feel like this situation will put that moment to shame. I survived the other time, but my chances of getting out of this alive are slim to none.
Still, I stand on shaky legs and dart behind the cars, hoping to get to the elevator and—
I’m not even two steps in before a harsh grip wraps around my upper arm and I’m yanked back with a hand to my mouth.
I don’t stop to look at who it is.
A rush of life bubbles in my veins and I squirm, hitting and biting at the hand. My movements are frantic and far from calculated. I doubt that I’m doing any damage, but I don’t stop to think about that. I don’t stop to let them hurt me.
In my attempt to get free, the bulky blond guy drags me to where the murder took place. My insides lurch at the view of the dead man with a hole in his forehead, sprawled on the ground. My struggles increase in volume and I kick and scratch, mumbling my cries for help that merely come out like an ugly horror movie sound.
Cold metal meets my forehead and my whole body goes slack. I’m standing in front of their bossman with the impenetrable gaze of his, freezing ash eyes boring into me. My heart thumps and my lips tremble beneath the hand that’s muting my voice.
This close, he’s even more striking, but in a quiet kind of way, like the rare attractive people who don’t want to stand out in a crowd.
Is he going to kill me now as he did that man? If I have any doubt, the complete disregard in his blank stare erases it.
This man is capable of killing countless people without a second thought. He’s capable of ending lives and walking away as if nothing happened.
“Kolya is going to remove his hand and you’re going to be quiet,” he says ever so casually as if he’s inviting me for tea. “If you don’t, I’ll have to shut you up using other methods.”
My face must be as pale as the white neon lights overhead. All I keep thinking about is the metal that’s now connected to my forehead and that I will soon meet the same fate as the Italian man.
“Nod if you understand,” he continues in his unperturbed tone.
What choice do I have except to agree? I certainly don’t want to find out what his ‘other methods’ are.
I nod, but he looks at me for a beat too long, stealing all the air from my lungs. I think he hasn’t seen me nod or something, but then he tilts his head at the man standing behind me. Kolya, he said his name is.
The man releases me, just like that, and leaves me in front of his boss. I massage the spot where he grabbed me, sensing a bruise already forming. I try my damnedest not to glance sideways, because if I catch a glimpse of the corpses, I’ll start vomiting.
The bossman studies me for a long second, his gaze sliding from my face to my arm. I drop my hand, forcing it to stay still by my side.
“Fight or scream and you won’t like the consequences.” He digs the gun deeper into my forehead, driving the point home.
“O-okay.” I sound like a scared kitten.
And I am.
These men just killed people. Why would my fate be any different?
He drags his gun down the hollow of my cheek. I swallow, and it’s not only because of the deadly weapon. The way he watches as the metal slides down appears to be nothing short of anticipation.
The observation is burning—invasive, even—as if he’s sizing me up, and contemplating whether he should waste a bullet on me.
If I want to get out of this alive, I need to be smart about it. I need to bargain my way out of this situation as best I can.
“I’ll pretend I saw nothing.” My voice quivers, even though I try to sound as confident and neutral as possible.
“Will you now?” His tone isn’t mocking, but it suggests he doesn’t believe a word I say. “Are you sure you won’t call 911 as soon as you round the corner?”
My lips part. I should’ve realized he’d figure that out. I mean, yes, of course I’m calling the police. Who in their right mind would witness a murder—a triple one, at that—and remain quiet about it?
At the reminder of the dead men, my stomach coils, rippling with tension, and I bite down the taste of nausea.
“Yes,” I whisper.
“How come I don’t believe you?” The slow tempo of his voice implies that he not only thinks I’m lying, but he also finds the idea that I thought I could fool him ridiculous.