Total pages in book: 106
Estimated words: 103852 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 519(@200wpm)___ 415(@250wpm)___ 346(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 103852 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 519(@200wpm)___ 415(@250wpm)___ 346(@300wpm)
He will ruin her.
I know he will, and because of that, Ruslan can’t let me implicate Rai. All the doors are closing in my face, and I know I can’t go far, nor can I endanger Rai when she went out of her way to help me.
“Do you have a weapon you can lend me?” I ask.
Ruslan’s brow furrows. “My spare knife.”
“That’ll do.” I’d prefer a gun, but it’s better than nothing.
He reaches into his glove box, pulls out a hunting knife, and hands it to me.
I suck in a deep breath. “Drop me off at a location where they can’t see you.”
“Are you sure, Mrs. Volkov?”
“It’s the only way to protect you and Rai. Please leave before he catches you, or all of you will be in danger.”
He gives a curt nod and accelerates, taking a swift turn toward the forest. Gravel and dirt crunch under the car’s tires, and then it comes to a halt.
“Thank Rai on my behalf,” I say and dash out of the car with the knife nestled in my palm.
Darkness has staked its claim on the forest, making it eerily quiet with the occasional haunting sounds coming from the night owls. The tall trees shape the distance and everything looks black, aside from the moon shining above, partially camouflaged by clouds.
I don’t think as I run in the opposite direction to Ruslan. I barely see a path in the forest and I follow it, all my fears about the unknown vanishing in the background.
“Lia!” The very familiar voice bellows from not too far behind me, sending tendrils of fear down to my soul.
Run.
I have to run.
My heart thumps harder, slamming against my ribcage as I charge through the forest.
“Lia, stop!”
No!
If I do, everything will be over. This time, I won’t be able to survive his wrath and I will splinter into irredeemable pieces.
This time, it’ll be the end.
“Lia!” His voice is nearer, moving in closer, as if he’s pulling me back by the marionette strings attached to my nape.
The knife is heavy in my hand as I slice it through branches and anything else that gets in my way.
A rustling of footsteps comes from behind me and I halt, spinning around and waving the knife. I gasp when it hits a warm body.
Adrian.
He barely winces as I release the knife, letting it fall to the ground, but the damage is already done. The blade has penetrated his bicep. Under the moonlight, I can make out the blood dripping from his jacket. His face is shadowed by both the darkness and the anger that’s tightening his jaw.
Something tells me it’s not because of the wound.
That’s all I can focus on, though.
The injury.
His life essence oozes out of his bicep in a steady rhythm. I wrap both hands around it and squeeze, willing it to stop.
However, blood slips between my fingers, coating them, warm and almost black in the darkness as it drips to the ground.
“You need to make it stop.” My voice is a haunted murmur.
“What about you? Are you ever going to stop escaping me?”
I flinch at his words, releasing him and stepping backward.
The reason I unintentionally stabbed him in the first place slams back into me.
I have to run.
I turn and sprint away, but my gaze keeps flitting to my bloodied hands, to Adrian’s life on my hands.
I finished it today. I think I finally signed the death certificate of our relationship. As fucked-up as it was, what we had was a relationship and I just killed it.
Thudding footsteps sound behind me and I know he’ll catch up to me in no time. He’ll take me back and it’ll all be over.
Jumbled thoughts and emotions coil inside me with a wrecking force. They mount and scatter in different directions, stealing my breaths.
My sanity.
My everything.
Reality blurs with something a lot more potent—hallucinations.
My demons start whispering in my head, words that I can’t even discern.
Oh, God, no.
Please don’t torture me with my own mind.
I dig my nails into my wrist and a tear slides down my cheek as pain explodes on my skin. If I hoped for this to be a nightmare, my wish doesn’t come true.
My feet come to a halt at the top of a cliff. I stare down at the violent waves hitting the harsh angular rocks with trembling limbs.
I don’t think I’ve ever been attracted to something so frightening.
No, I actually have.
Adrian.
Seems I’m broken beyond repair, because since the beginning, I think I was attracted to the danger he promised. And that only consumed me until there was nothing left.
He said he’d ruin me, and he did that with flying colors.
“Lia.”
My name leaves his mouth in a whisper, and I turn around to meet his gaze, my feet on the edge.
Adrian is a few steps away from me, deep lines etched in his forehead. “Come down.”