Total pages in book: 107
Estimated words: 97337 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 487(@200wpm)___ 389(@250wpm)___ 324(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 97337 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 487(@200wpm)___ 389(@250wpm)___ 324(@300wpm)
So I was a bit distracted when we got back to her place, my mind already focused on ‘the time when.’ Knowing her, she was probably misreading my quiet solitude, but I had too much to think about to pacify her just then.
I sat at the kitchen table while she headed into the shower, thinking of how we’d got here so fast. My future has been pretty much mapped out since I was old enough to walk. I knew what school I was going to head off to, what my major was going to be and where I was going after it was all said and done.
Leave it to life to fuck up my program at the last minute. Sure, this is something I would’ve had to think about at some point, this new thing between her and I. But I was happy enough to leave it for later. Until she went and opened the door.
I stood up and started pulling my shirt off over my head as I headed for the shower. This wasn’t something I could tackle in one night, her statement had posed a serious issue that deserves time and serious contemplation.
The only thing I know at this given time, is that I can’t imagine not being able to see her, touch her; feel her. She jumped when I pulled the shower door open and the look in her eyes told me that she’d been crying in here all alone.
I cupped her face in my hands and looked into her eyes before pulling her in for a kiss. She melted into me, her arms going around me as fresh tears left her eyes. I felt them fall onto my lip and my gut tensed.
“Why are you crying?” This is some shit that would usually make me run for the hills, but her tears hurt me in a way I never expected. Her crying was like watching my mother or sister cry , something I was never very good at.
She shook her head and found my lips with hers again. I reached behind her and snapped off the water before lifting her in my arms and stepping out of the stall. She wrapped her arms and legs around me as I walked to the bed and took her down beneath me.
I didn’t quite have the words to reassure her, not without sounding like I was just saying shit just to say it, so I showed her with my touch, what she was coming to mean to me.
Instead of the usual rush I feel when I have her naked, I felt a more tender, gentleness. My hands were more loving when they caressed her body, my lips lingered a bit longer on her supple flesh. And when I sucked her nipple between my lips and slid my fingers into her wet heat, her tears were forgotten.
I played with her until the only thing on her mind was me, and what I made her feel. I gave her my mouth until she moved against my tongue, her nails digging into my scalp. Taking her clit between my teeth I drove my fingers inside her, fucking her nice and slow until she came.
I moved up her body before she came down completely and slid my cock deep while looking into her eyes. “I’m not going to leave you, stop crying.” I dried her tears with my thumbs but that only seemed to cause more to fall.
“Stop!” Now I kissed them away and wrapped my arms around her protectively, holding her close as I moved slowly in and out of her. It wasn’t long before she was clutching at me, tears forgotten as we both got lost in the moment.
Too late I remembered the condoms I’d brought in from the truck. My cock didn’t seem to want to stop throbbing and leaking inside her, so I held still, losing every last drop inside her. “You better now?” I brushed the hair back from her face and kissed her eyelids closed.
I knew I was too heavy for her much lighter frame so I rolled, putting her on top of me with her head on my chest. I got caught up listening to her breathe and she was almost asleep by the time I came to my senses.
“Let’s go get cleaned up.” I tapped her hip, kissed her forehead and she rolled off of me. In the bathroom I looked down at the old claw footed tub shaking my head because I knew my back was gonna hurt from sitting in there. It couldn’t be helped though, she seems to be a little bit needy so I’m not inclined to leave her alone.
In the bedroom I rolled her out of bed and spent a few minutes kissing her silly before lifting her and taking her to the tub. I eased into the water and sat her between my legs with my knees bent at her sides.