Total pages in book: 93
Estimated words: 87601 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 438(@200wpm)___ 350(@250wpm)___ 292(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 87601 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 438(@200wpm)___ 350(@250wpm)___ 292(@300wpm)
I never want to give her a reason to doubt that she can trust me.
“What is it, what’s wrong?” I ask, my voice ragged, but the rest of me holding strong.
“I just…” She pulls in a breath, swallows, then adds in a rush of breath, “I wanted you to know that it’s my first time.”
For a moment, I think she must mean her first time with an older man or her first time in a long time. Maybe her first time this summer? But the worry etched into her features isn’t that kind of worry.
It’s an “I’m in uncharted territory here” kind of worry.
I sit back on my heels, my breath rushing out as my erection begins to soften.
Sydney props up onto her elbows, shooting me a stricken look. “No, please. I don’t want you to stop. I really don’t. I just thought you should know. I wanted to be honest with you.”
“I’m glad you were.” My cock flags further as I imagine how easy it would have been to hurt her, simply because I didn’t realize how careful I needed to be. “But this changes things, Sydney. I told you I can’t promise more than one night and—”
“I know.” She sits up fully, pressing her hand to my chest, just the feel of her fingers on my skin enough to send fresh desire surging between my legs. “And I’m okay with that, I promise. What I’m not okay with is stopping.” Her eyes widen, pleading with mine. “I want you so much, Gideon. I want you inside me more than I’ve ever wanted anything.”
I arch a brow, and she bites her lip. “Okay,” she amends, “maybe not more than anything, but more than anything I can remember right now.” Her fingers trail down my chest, skimming over my abs, making my balls ache. “I trust you, and I’m so attracted to you, and I…” Her lips curve into a soft smile. “I kind of love the idea that this is just one night. One magical night, that I’ll never forget…”
“You’re sure?” My breath catches as her curious fingers reach my stomach, coming within inches of where I’m fully hard for her again.
“I’m sure,” she whispers, a teasing light in her eyes. “I’m not scared of your big bad cock, I promise. I can handle it.”
“I bet you can handle anything you set your mind to,” I say, floored again by how self-possessed she is. This woman may be inexperienced, but she knows her own mind.
And she certainly knows how to drive a man crazy…
Her fingers are at the base of my cock now, squeezing me gently, making my head spin. “Good. Because right now, my mind is set on kissing you again.” Her lips part as she adds in a whisper that goes straight to my already throbbing dick, “And fucking you in the candlelight.”
I curse, bringing a smile to her face. “Is that a yes?” she asks.
“Lay back,” I say, my voice rough. “Tell me the moment you want me to stop and we’ll stop.”
“I don’t want to stop,” she says, her arms twining around my neck as I guide her back onto the smooth boards and settle between her legs once more.
I’ve never had sex with a virgin. Even as a teenager. Angela had already been with someone before we started dating. It was my first time, but it wasn’t hers.
But I’m an excellent communicator and I like to think an attuned, connected lover. Hopefully, I’ll be able to sense if things are getting uncomfortable for Sydney. And if I don’t, I trust her to tell me.
Still, I can’t help adding, “Let me know if there’s any pain, okay. We can go as slow as you want.”
“I’m so wet, it’s not going to hurt,” she says, her eyes widening as I begin to press the head of my cock inside her. Her voice is breathier as she adds, “Wow, that’s…” Her hands tremble on my back as I sink in another inch, then another, pushing gently through where she’s so damned tight. “Oh my God. Wow.”
“Back off?” I ask, pausing where I am, with half of my cock in paradise and the other half aching to join it.
“No,” she says, a look of wonder in her eyes. “It feels amazing. So much different than I thought, but…so good. Wow.”
“Agreed,” I murmur, pleasure zipping up my spine as her body pulses around me, gripping every inch of me lucky enough to be inside her. I sink in a little more, summoning a moan from deep in her chest as I reach a zone of increased resistance.
“God, Gideon.” Her fingernails claw at the flesh between my shoulders. “It’s so good. I think I’m in love with your cock.”
I smile, pretty sure I feel the same about her pussy. “Let’s see if you feel the same way when I’m all the way in, butterfly. Take a breath for me and relax a little if you can?”