Total pages in book: 97
Estimated words: 94155 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 471(@200wpm)___ 377(@250wpm)___ 314(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 94155 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 471(@200wpm)___ 377(@250wpm)___ 314(@300wpm)
I wonder how much Jessica knows about all of this. I’ve been doing research so that I can be more empathetic toward the struggles Mark and John face when people find out their sexuality.
“I had no idea there were so many bisexual people around,” I admit aloud.
Jessica nods. “Right? I was so clueless. Now that I’ve discovered this lifestyle, though, I’ll never go back.”
“Same,” I agree. “I love it too much.”
“Me, too!” Jessica responds. “I know you told me about you, Mark, and John, but until I experienced it for myself, I had no idea how much I was missing out on. I mean, being with one guy is great. But being with two guys at the same time? It’s so much better!”
“Haven’t you…I mean, I remember you telling me once that you’d had a threesome before.”
“Well, yeah, but that was with a guy and a girl. That’s totally different. Being with two guys is way better.”
“How so?”
Jessica grins. “Well, because I get two guys at once, obviously. Plus, there’s something super hot about watching two guys have sex with each other.”
I have to agree. I’m getting a little turned on just thinking about it. I love when Mark and John give me attention, but watching them with each other is almost as good for me. I find it hard not to touch myself when I’m off to the side as they get it on.
“So you watch when Tom and Raymond have sex?”
“Of course. You watch Mark and John, don’t you?”
I nod. “I just wasn’t sure if all relationships were the same.”
“Definitely not. Tom told me that he has been with girls who don’t like to watch when he’s with other guys, but they like to be with both men. Everyone is different. I would be sad if I couldn’t watch them anymore.”
“Me, too. It’s one of the highlights of our…evenings.”
Jessica gives me a sly look. “We both know you don’t limit yourself to the evening.”
I flush. Maybe I shouldn’t have told Jessica so much about my sex life. It is nice to have someone to talk to, though.
I give my best friend a squeeze.
“What was that for?” she asks.
“For being so understanding when I first told you about Mark and John. For listening to me talk about them. And for being someone I can talk to about literally anything.”
“Oh, Mari. You know I love you. I’ll always be here for you, no matter what.”
I know it’s true. Jessica and I have been through so much together already. Nothing can tear us apart.
I rest my hand on my stomach. “The baby is going to need a godmother. I hope you’re up for the job.”
A tear spills from Jessica’s eye. “Really, Mari? You want me to be the baby’s godmother?”
“I can’t think of anyone I’d rather give the title.”
“I love you, Mari. Of course I’ll be his or her godmother! And I’ll spoil the heck out of this baby. I’m going to be the coolest aunt.”
“I know you will be.”
“Speaking of…what are you going to do about the baby?”
I furrow my brow. “What do you mean?”
“I know you said you don’t want to know who the father is. But how are you going to raise it? Is it going to know which man is its biological dad?”
“I guess if he or she wants to find out someday, then that’s something we’ll discuss. I think it might be obvious when the baby is born who the father is. Mark and John are similar, but they have some distinct features.”
“You just don’t want to take a test?”
“Exactly. We don’t need to. We’re going to raise the baby together.”
“Wow. That’s impressive. Where will you live?”
I shrug. “Haven’t figured that out yet.”
“You had better get on that! I know you’re not due for a while, but you’ll want the guys around to help with your symptoms and stuff. Plus, you should get used to living together before the baby is born so you’re not adjusting to too much at once.”
“That’s a good point. Mark, John, and I agreed we would talk about it once we’re settled back here in New York.”
“Make sure you do it soon. You’ll start showing in just a couple of months.”
I grin. “I know. I can’t wait!”
Knowing I’m pregnant is one thing. My body feels a bit different, and I still get sick in the morning, but that’s it. I’m excited for the physical representation of our love as my belly swells.
“I’m so glad you’re happy. A lot of people would be scared.”
“Don’t get me wrong, I’m terrified. But it just feels so right with Mark and John. We’re going to raise this baby together, and it’ll be wonderful.”
“You know, your happiness has me thinking.”
“About what?”
“Tom and Raymond. They’d make incredible fathers. What if they got me pregnant, too?”
“Jessica, no!”
“What?” she asks innocently.