Total pages in book: 91
Estimated words: 90498 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 452(@200wpm)___ 362(@250wpm)___ 302(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 90498 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 452(@200wpm)___ 362(@250wpm)___ 302(@300wpm)
Gabriel has shown me a man can be gentle.
In his house, I’ve learned strangers can become family and enemies can become saviors. I’ve learned what it’s like to be cared for, and I don’t think I’ll ever be able to live without it again.
The more affection I’m given, the more my soul craves it.
I never have to leave, and he won’t kill me.
A peacefulness I haven’t experienced before washes over me. I quickly wipe the tears from my cheeks, and standing up, I walk to the door. A smile wavers around my mouth as I pull it open and step out into the hallway.
Even though it’s the middle of the night, I can’t wait for the morning to come. I’m too excited.
I walk down the hallway and knowing it’s allowed, I go to the kitchen. Just because I can.
I’m one of them now.
I take a seat at the table where Nisa and I have our meals and replay the conversation Gabriel and I had over and over in my head.
I’m no longer a prisoner but a part of the household.
The last of the tension leaves my body, and I almost laugh out loud. It’s hard to contain all the happiness I feel.
This is my home now.
I enjoy my newfound freedom until the sun starts to rise. Getting up, I stretch my body before switching on the stove and setting a teapot on it so the water can boil while I get ready for the day.
With a smile spread over my face, I quickly go back to my room and change into a pair of jeans and a yellow blouse. The color fits my happy mood.
When I return to the kitchen, I start baking the recipes Nisa taught me so the pantry will be full. I ground pistachio nuts and place them between layers of phyllo pastry. While they’re in the oven, I try making some Turkish delights which Nisa likes to have with her tea sometimes.
I wonder what Gabriel and Alya Hanim like to eat? I need to ask Nisa so I can make sure there are treats for them as well.
“Allah Allah, my heart,” Nisa suddenly exclaims, making me jump with fright. “What are you doing up so early?”
A smile splits over my face. “I’m baking.”
“I can see that.” She walks closer and opens the oven. I notice the baklava is almost ready. Nisa looks at me again. “Why are you baking? You should be in bed.”
I shake my head, my smile growing. “Gabriel said I can move around the house freely.” Without thinking, I grab hold of Nisa and hug her. “I’m no longer a prisoner. I’m free.”
She wraps her arms around me, then says, “You were never a prisoner, Lara. But I’m glad to hear you can move around freely. It’s long overdue.”
When we pull apart, she pours us some tea, then asks, “When did Gabriel Bey tell you this?”
“Last night. He said I don’t have to be afraid of him and even said I can go back to school.”
Nisa’s eyebrows lift high on her forehead. “What else did he say?”
I glance down at the gooey mess I’ve made, then scrunch my nose. “How do you make Turkish delight?”
“That can wait,” she scolds me. She takes hold of my arm and drags me to a chair. “Sit and tell me everything that happened last night.”
“Gabriel just told me I can relax and that there are no longer any restrictions.”
Nisa must not understand because she asks, “How did he say this? What were his facial expressions, his gestures.”
Confused, I shake my head. “They were normal?”
“Allah Allah.” She glances up at the ceiling as if she’s saying a prayer. “Did he smile or frown?”
“Oh.” My lips instantly curve up. “He smiled a couple of times.” Then I think to add, “He was really friendly and patient. It was nice.”
Nisa slumps back in her chair, using a hand to fan her flushed face. “Getting information out of you is impossible,” she mutters. “And here I thought I’d get a juicy story before breakfast.” With a sigh, she stands up to look at the mess I’ve made, then she points at it. “This is not how you make Turkish delight.”
Getting up, I take the baklava from the oven and set it down on a cooling rack. “Will you teach me?”
“Not today.” She gestures at the mess again. “Clean this up so we can prepare breakfast.”
Getting to work, my heart feels lighter than ever. My laughter comes easier. Everything tastes better. The sun shines brighter.
I’m happy.
Chapter 22
Gabriel
Hearing Lara laugh, I know I did the right thing by having the conversation with her last night.
I follow the sound until I find Lara outside in the garden where’s she walking with my grandmother.
Babaanne points at a bush of flowers. “Those are my favorite. Peonies. They’re easy to grow.”