Total pages in book: 82
Estimated words: 79440 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 397(@200wpm)___ 318(@250wpm)___ 265(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 79440 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 397(@200wpm)___ 318(@250wpm)___ 265(@300wpm)
Tonight.
Her words.
Her heated gaze.
Her commands.
I need it all.
“Where do you want me to start?” My eyes never leave her as I watch her trail her hand over her naked breasts, over her stomach and the final landing spot. Her perfect pink pussy. “Here,” she says, running her fingers through her folds.
I move, climbing on the bed at lightning speed, and kneel between her legs, which she readily opens for me. “Here?” My fingers follow the trail of hers. “Is all this for me, sweets?” I ask, as her desire coats my fingers.
“Only you.”
“Is this what you wanted?” I slip a finger inside her.
“More,” she breathes.
“More what? Tell me, Jordyn.”
“Your mouth.”
I move to my stomach, my feet hanging off the bed, and do exactly as she asks. I suck gently on her clit, and her back arches off the bed. I get lost in her. In the way she tastes, the way she grips my hair, holding me where she wants me. I’m consumed by this woman, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Settling in, I lift her legs over my shoulders, and feast on her like the starved man that I am.
“R—” she starts, but ends up moaning instead.
I lift my head, licking my lips, holding her gaze. “Tell me.”
Her eyes are burning with desire, but her features soften. “I want you to make love to me, Ry.” Her bottom lip quivers, and her eyes well with tears.
I’m on the move, and lying next to her. We’re face-to-face and she’s in my arms. “Why the tears?”
“I don’t want to lose you. I’m so afraid that each time I’m with you, it will be the last. If this is it, if tonight is all we have, I want you to make love to me.” A single tear slides down her cheek, and I catch it with my thumb.
“This isn’t all we have, Jordyn.” I know she’s scared. She’s been holding this threat that her mother has been hanging over her head for two years, and it’s settled in her mind that there is no way out of this mess.
She’s wrong.
I don’t know how. I hope that the PI we hired finds something, but this won’t be the last time we’re together.
This is not how we end. There is no ending. Not with us.
“Stay present, baby. You’re in this moment with me. We’re pretending, remember?”
“I’m not pretending. My heart is so full of love for you, and happiness to be here, and then there’s the fear of this being it. I’m sorry, Ryder. I don’t know how you’ve forgiven me so easily. I hate what I did to us, what I did to you. I can’t—I can’t stop thinking about how I hurt you.”
“You did hurt me,” I admit, hating the pain and devastation in her gaze. “However, I understand why you did what you did. We’re past that. We’re moving forward.”
“There is so much that’s unknown.”
“I know I love you. I know you did everything in your power to protect me and my family. I know I spent two years loving you from afar when I wasn’t sure you’d ever really be mine again. I know that we’re looking toward the future, and mine has you in it. I see you right beside me, taking my last name, having my babies, and living happily ever after.”
I smile, and she gives me a watery one in return.
“That’s what you want?”
“All of that and more. The pain is still there, the hurt from you leaving, but I’ve forgiven you. You had good reason, and I thank you for sacrificing so much to protect us, but, baby, we’re one. You and me. You’re not fighting this on your own anymore.”
She grabs my hand and places it over her heart. “Saying I love you doesn’t seem like enough, but I don’t have the words to explain it any other way.”
“Yeah,” I agree. “I can’t find the words, either, but I can show you.”
She gives me a watery smile as I press my lips to hers.
Rolling to my back, I pull her on top of me, never breaking our kiss. My hands trace down her spine. She reaches back and pulls the cover around us, then sits up. She rises on her knees, and guides me home, because let’s face it, this woman, she is my home.
“Nice and slow, sweets,” I say, as she settles on my cock. She leans forward, her lips finding mine, and it’s Jordyn who’s making love to me. It’s the hottest and slowest, most sensual sex of my life.
This moment is everything.
She is everything.
I grip her hips and assist her with rocking back and forth. Her hips spread wider, bringing us close together. I get lost in her kiss while she rocks back and forth on my cock. Her body clenches around me, and I know she’s close. Sliding my hand behind her neck, I hold her to me while I deepen the kiss. She moans, the sound coming from deep in the back of her throat, and then she’s tearing her mouth from mine. Her head tilts back, and she cries out for me.