Total pages in book: 76
Estimated words: 70574 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 353(@200wpm)___ 282(@250wpm)___ 235(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 70574 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 353(@200wpm)___ 282(@250wpm)___ 235(@300wpm)
Between seeing that and watching my own dick disappear into the man I’d always loved, I felt my own orgasm slam into me. As his walls contracted around my cock, I emptied my spunk into the condom, wishing I was spilling into him and marking him as my own. To say that I saw fireworks, my life flash before my eyes, and felt a warmth invade my heart could easily be called an overstatement…but it was true. I was finally home…inside the man of all my fantasies.
It was the happiest moment of my life.
Carefully, I eased out of his body, noting the grimace of discomfort on his face when I did so. Gently, I moved him into a comfortable position—careful not to deposit him into the cum he’d shot onto the bedding, and said, “Let me grab a washcloth. I’ll be right back, angel.”
Inside the bathroom, I let the water get nice and warm before coating the washcloth. While the water ran, I looked into the mirror. Did I look different? Now that I finally had everything I wanted, was I the same? A little voice in the back of my head whispered almost everything you wanted, but I stomped it down. Ari was my everything.
With the warm rag in my hand, I walked back into the cabin and toward the bed. He turned and smiled at me, causing my heart to swell even more.
“Thank Jeezus, I finally got that over with,” he said in an excited voice…causing my swelling heart to deflate in an instant.
Chapter Seven
Ari
Never in my life had I felt prouder of myself and so completely satiated at the same time. I was floating, literally floating in fluffy clouds of fucking happiness and contentment. Not only had I finally lost my virginity, but I’d done it with the first and only man I’d ever loved. Did my ass burn? Hell, yeah, it did…in the most wonderful of ways. It was the best damn feeling in the world, and I knew what made it even more special was that I’d shared it with Eli…the way it was always intended to happen.
My body and my brain felt like a wet noodle, all limp and weak. I guessed that would be my excuse for what tumbled out of my mouth the minute I opened it. Exhaustion and the fact that I was so damn proud of myself. “Thank Jeezus, I finally got that over with.” The look on Eli’s face jerked me back to reality within a split second. Okay, yeah, I could see where somebody might take that the wrong way.
“Hold up! That sounded way different in my head than it did coming out of my big, fat mouth!” I hustled out of the bed, nearly fell when my noodle legs tried to give way because they didn’t have the strength to hold my weight after being so thoroughly fucked, and somehow landed flat up against Eli’s chest. He felt stiff as a board and glared down at me with a mixture of hurt and anger in his stormy gray eyes.
“Wow, Ari,” he remarked dryly as he straightened me up and put some distance between us—distance I wasn’t interested in being a part of. “I wasn’t expecting applause or anything like that, but I also didn’t expect you to be an asshole.”
Ouch. Earned it, so I couldn’t defend myself. Letting Eli know about my virginity had initially been something I was staunchly against. Now, it looked like I wasn’t going to have any choice but admit to the one person I wanted to impress that there was nothing impressive about me—nobody had wanted me in their bed since he’d left me. Not true…I hadn’t wanted anybody but Eli. Of course, I’d rather pluck out my eyeballs and drop them in bleach before admitting that to him.
I reached to take the washcloth from him, but he snatched it back and said, “Just lay back down on the bed, Ari. It’s my place to take care of you.”
His voice wasn’t quite a snarl but pretty damn close.
“I was a virgin, Eli!” The words tumbled out before my stubborn pride somehow convinced me to not be honest and just let Eli be hurt from the stupid words I’d spoken earlier. He jerked back like I’d slapped him, causing me to panic…so I kept talking. “I didn’t want you to know because I knew you’d treat me different, and you know how badly I hate being treated differently! So…so I didn’t exactly lie but I didn’t tell the truth.” The panic intensified when I realized Eli could perceive my actions as another lie and it might be the end of us, forever this time. “And…and when I said that earlier, I only meant that I was fucking proud of myself for finally luring you into my bed and then being able to handle everything you gave me. I was just proud, Eli. It was nothing like how it sounded.”