Total pages in book: 117
Estimated words: 109523 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 548(@200wpm)___ 438(@250wpm)___ 365(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 109523 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 548(@200wpm)___ 438(@250wpm)___ 365(@300wpm)
Lucas closed his eyes, enjoying the shiver that ran through him at those two words. Dear fucking God, this man was going to break him and he was going to love every damned second of it. He leaned forward and pressed his face into Andrei’s neck, breathing in the musky scent of the man under the lingering hint of smoke and sweat.
“Not yet. We’ll get there.” He kissed him again, rough and messy, driving the heat back up between them so that Andrei’s hips jerked against his. He moaned as he sought more friction. His body ached to enter the man in his arms, but he was going to behave. He would go slow. Andrei was worth taking this slow.
“Damn, Lucas,” he groaned. “Forget the other shit. I’m going to come in my pants if we keep this up.”
Sucking in a loud, deep breath, Lucas released Andrei and took a shaky step backward. He held his hand out, warding the man off when he attempted to close the distance between them. Andrei’s face had an attractive flush to it and his full lips were swollen from their kisses. Only his sparkling dark eyes were confused, detracting from the all-too-fuckable picture he presented.
“I’ve got to leave now while I can still stop myself.” Lucas swiped his hand roughly through his hair. For now, all body aches and pains were forgotten. Well, except for the throbbing ache at his crotch, but that couldn’t be helped.
“Maybe I don’t want you to stop.”
“Let me do one smart thing tonight. I don’t sleep with straight men.”
Andrei snorted and adjusted himself, allowing his fingers to linger over his hard cock as it strained against his pants. “Considering that I’m hard as steel and desperate to attack your mouth again, I’d have to argue that I’m not really all that straight.”
“Yeah, I’m learning that.”
With a sexy grin, Andrei crooked one finger and beckoned Lucas back to his side. “Then let’s keep going.”
A shaky laugh jumped from Lucas and he managed to take one more step backward. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d wanted anyone so badly. But he wouldn’t give in tonight. He was already too jacked up and there was no way he could go slowly. And Andrei needed slow. Lucas wanted to make sure it was good for him and he didn’t have the control for that. Not tonight. Not after risking the man’s life. Not after nearly losing him. He needed time to get his head on straight again, to figure out what he was doing and what he wanted.
Licking his lips, Lucas smiled. “Not tonight but soon,” he said in a voice that was nearly a growl. “Strip down. And when you jerk off tonight, think about all the things I’m going to do to you. I want you to imagine me sucking your cock until your eyes roll back into your head. And just before you come, I’m going to flip you over and fuck you until you scream my name.”
“Is that what you’re going to think about when you jerk off?” Andrei demanded, the words low and hoarse and he pressed his hand into his cock as if trying to relieve some of the ache.
“Definitely.” Lucas left the room, walking briskly down to his own bedroom before he could give in to the temptation to follow through with that lovely image. For once, he was going to do the right thing, even if it killed him.
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Andrei awoke in pain. He started to roll onto his side but stopped suddenly as his back screamed, drawing a hiss out of him. His shoulders and side were on fire. Apparently, both the soothing gel and the Percocet had worn off. The fog around his brain lifted. He done exactly as Lucas had instructed. After stripping down, he sprawled across the bed and stroked himself to thoughts of Lucas’s mouth and strong hands as they ran over his body. He hadn’t even gotten to thoughts of sex, he’d already been so fucking excited from their abbreviated make-out session. Lucas looked so damned hungry and desperate, otherwise Andrei would worry that he’d never get another shot at that man’s mouth. No, this wasn’t over. Andrei might not understand why Lucas had stopped, but his control wasn’t going to hold out for much longer, that he was sure of.
But that kiss. He’d never kissed a man before. Guys had sucked his cock and he’d even fucked one once, but he’d never sought that kind of intimacy. And that’s exactly what that kiss had been with Lucas. A searing, blindingly intimate moment that reached down into his gut and threatened to turn him inside out. And now hours later, with his passion cooled and pain lancing through his body, he found that he wanted more. He wanted to continue kissing Lucas until his growls and groans filled his ears. He wanted to see that slow, lazy grin directed just at him. Was he in danger of getting in too deep with someone who probably didn’t care about him at all? Yes, but he was enjoying himself too much to put a halt to it now. Did this mean he was gay? No idea, but it was far too early in the morning to contemplate such things.