Total pages in book: 48
Estimated words: 45202 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 226(@200wpm)___ 181(@250wpm)___ 151(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 45202 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 226(@200wpm)___ 181(@250wpm)___ 151(@300wpm)
“You’re still the woman that I want.” I blow out a breath. “I’m telling you if I ever meet this Ray, I’m killing him.”
She leans in. “Now, now, I thought we weren’t talking about him.”
I reach for her hand and drag it down my body. I press her palm to my hard manhood, and she instinctively wraps her hand around my girth. “I want you, Lucy. I want YOU!”
She grips me harder and tells me the one thing I’ve wanted to hear from her. “I’m yours.”
I push her to her back, and her legs fit around my hips. With one hand around my cock, I guide myself into her. She moans the farther I go, and the sound is like music to my ears.
“Fuck, you feel so good, Lucky.”
Her eyes are wide as she looks up at me and her hands go to my shoulders. She plants her feet and lifts up, meeting me thrust for thrust. I try to take it slowly, I really do, but Lucy feels so good I can’t stop.
“Come, Lucy. I need you to come.”
She shakes her head. “I can’t.”
It’s a challenge if I’ve ever heard one. I reach between us and brush my finger along her swollen clit. Her pussy clenches around me, and I tell her again, “Come for me, Lucy.”
Her orgasm hits her swift and hard, and I follow right behind her. My body jerks uncontrollably, and I don’t stop until I’ve filled her up.
I hold myself up on my elbows, trying to hold my weight off her, but she wraps her arms around me and holds me close. We’re both panting, and I kiss her again. I pull away with a whispered “Mine.”
She grips me harder when I start to get up. “I’ll be right back. I’m going to clean you up.”
She sits up on her elbows to watch me. It’s not until I’m walking back toward her after wetting a wash cloth that I see the frown on her face. I sit on the edge of the bed and clean her gently.
I toss the cloth into the hamper and then lie down next to her. “If you regret this, you need to tell me now.”
She rests her head on my chest and snuggles into my side. “I don’t regret it.”
“Why are you frowning?”
She pauses before answering. “We… we didn’t use anything, Dom.”
“You mean a condom?”
She nods against my chest.
“I wasn’t lying to you. I’ve only been with you, honey. I’m clean.”
She sighs. “I know. I mean, I’m not on birth control. I don’t think this is a good time to get pregnant, but my periods are not always regular, and so no time is really a good time, but—”
I cut her off. “It’s okay, Lucky. Breathe.”
She takes a deep breath, and I continue to whisper to her, “Would having my baby be so bad?”
She jerks up and looks at me. “We’re not ready for that!”
“Speak for yourself. I’ve been ready for you to have my baby since we were eighteen, Lucky.”
She gets a faraway look on her face, and I shake my head. “No, don’t go there. I know I fucked up, Lucy, and I’m willing to spend the rest of my life making it up to you.”
“All that time—”
“Fuck, I know, honey. I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness. What I did to us…”
I let my voice trail off. For the longest time, I’d convinced myself I was doing the right thing, but now I’m not so sure. If she had been with me all this time, I would have proven to her that I love her. She sure as hell wouldn’t have had a bruise on her face and some man taking her company from her. “I’m sorry… I’m so sorry for what I put you through, Lucy. Please, forgive me.” I bury my face into her hair.
She lifts her head. “Promise me something, Dom.”
I nod. “Anything.”
“Promise me that no matter what, you won’t push me away.”
I let out a sigh because there are parts of me that know I’m not worthy, but I also know that I love Lucy, and I want her by my side. “I promise you.”
She lays her body over mine, wrapping our legs together. “That’s all I need, Dom. You.”
I rest my chin on her head and get lost in thought as I stroke my hand up and down her back. Right now is perfection, and I would give anything for it to last. She’s mine now, and no matter what I do, I’m not messing this up.
17
LUCIANA
I’m trying to stay focused, but I keep looking out the window of the office to seek out Dominic. I catch myself staring at him, and I shake my head and look back down at my laptop. It’s been a week since the fundraiser dinner. I started my job with Walker, and I’ve worked in the office a few morning this week, but the rest of the time I’ve worked in Dom’s office at the garage.