Total pages in book: 125
Estimated words: 116408 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 582(@200wpm)___ 466(@250wpm)___ 388(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 116408 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 582(@200wpm)___ 466(@250wpm)___ 388(@300wpm)
“She’s there.”
Rafe smiled. His mother loved that little spot hidden away in the forest that surrounded Aiden’s manor. She seemed at peace there among the trees and the golden sunlight peeking through the leaves. She’d loved that spot just as much at night, but only when Aiden was at her side.
They’d not questioned too much as children why they only ever saw Aiden after the sun had gone down. At the time, they saw only Julianna’s love for him, so they naturally trusted him as well. And what adventurous child didn’t love the prospect of playing outside with their new stepfather after dark?
He lifted his head and really looked at Aiden for the first time in too many years. He didn’t think it was possible, but his father appeared to have aged when vampires didn’t age. Circles underlined his eyes, and he swore there were new wrinkles stretching out from the corners that had never been there before. He was still the strong, powerful figure he’d always been with his dark hair and golden eyes, though. Aiden had likely been in his early thirties when he’d been turned, but there was something about him now, more than just his power, that lent a new weight to his age.
“She loved you, you know? Even after…” Rafe’s voice drifted off. “She never stopped loving you.”
“I know.”
“I’m so sorry—”
“Don’t,” Aiden cut him off sharply. He softened that word with a crooked smile. “Or you’ll be getting more apologies from me. Do you and your brothers want more—”
“No, definitely not. We’ve never blamed you. You tried. You were the only fucking one trying anything to save her,” Rafe said, his voice breaking a bit at the end.
He and his brothers had spoken about it numerous times while they were all human and then again when they were turned. None of them had ever blamed Aiden for what happened to Julianna. She’d been dying, and they took a chance. Aiden had been clear that there were risks, though Rafe had a feeling Aiden hadn’t considered her insanity one of those risks.
Aiden reached across and wrapped his fingers around Rafe’s wrist and squeezed. “Then no more apologies on either side. Hate me if you wish, but I can’t entirely regret the outcome. I still have four amazing sons.” He paused and his smile returned, becoming something far lighter than Rafe had seen on Aiden’s face in a very long time. “And one very interesting son-in-law.”
A low chuckle rumbled up Rafe’s throat. “You’ve met Ethan.”
Releasing his wrist, Aiden grabbed his drink, threw back half of it, and settled in his seat. There was something strangely lighter about him now. As if he too had shed some old weight.
“I’ve spent a great deal of time talking to Ethan over the past night. It’s a bit like talking to you and Bel at the same time. Brilliant and a bit wicked, particularly if Marcus happens to be in the room as well.” He paused again and shook his head as if brushing aside a thought before looking up at Rafe again. “I’ve never seen Marcus so happy.”
“It’s an odd match, but he fits among the Variks as if he were born to be one of us.”
Aiden grunted, and his eyes narrowed as if he was trying to read inside of Rafe’s brain and the thoughts Rafe was attempting to avoid at all costs. Thoughts of Philippe.
“Are you going to stay for a while?” Rafe asked, then inwardly winced. It was painfully obvious he was changing the subject.
“Here to stay. I have four sons that need watching…and possibly some fatherly advice.”
It was on the tip of Rafe’s tongue to state that he and his brothers were all grown and did not need watching over, but he swallowed back those rude words, hating himself a little for even thinking them. One look at his own life proved he could use all the fucking help he could get. Jesus, his ego truly was ridiculous.
When he met Aiden’s gaze again, he saw only concern and love, but he couldn’t get the words free.
“Tell me about Philippe.”
A harsh bark of laughter had Rafe uncomfortably jumping to his feet. He snatched up Aiden’s nearly empty glass as well as his own and carried them back to the bar. “Who told you there was something going on with Philippe Arsenault?”
“Marcus.” Aiden followed him and stood on the other side as Rafe refilled their glasses. This time there was significantly more alcohol than blood. “But I think some of that might have been Ethan whispering in his ear.”
Rafe kept his eyes on the bar as he pushed Aiden’s in front of him and grabbed his own. He could feel his heavy, knowing eyes on him, reading him even if he never said a word. And he wanted to. He wanted to say a hell of a lot of words, but it was going to be a fucking mess, and he’d just gotten all that shit boxed up in his head again.