Total pages in book: 145
Estimated words: 146666 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 733(@200wpm)___ 587(@250wpm)___ 489(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 146666 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 733(@200wpm)___ 587(@250wpm)___ 489(@300wpm)
She’d done this.
Made him feel this.
But her body felt like it was being restricted by the two pieces of clothing she had left. Reaching behind her, she undid her bra. His breath hitched as she removed it.
Cupping her breasts, she raised them up and pressed them together, running her thumbs over the hard nipples.
A gasp left her lips. Oh, that felt so good. She threw her head back, her eyes closing.
“No,” he said sharply.
She froze.
“Eyes on me. See me. Know you’re doing this for me.”
It made sense, even if it was hard to do. But it also made it more difficult for her to slip into old memories.
So she stared down at him as she played with her nipples. She could feel her clit throbbing, and she wasn’t sure if it was because her nipples were so sensitive.
Or the hunger in his gaze.
“Are you turned on, baby girl? Is your pussy nice and wet? I bet your clit wants some attention, doesn’t it? Does it want my tongue on it?”
She let out a small whimpering noise. She really wanted that.
“Take your panties off, baby girl.”
She slid off the end of the bed and took them off.
“Come here where I can see you.”
Moving around to the side of the bed, she studied his face as he stared at her.
All she saw was desire and admiration.
Had he noticed the scars on her thighs, though? They weren’t that visible. Thin white lines and with her legs closed . . . no, he wouldn’t see them.
What does it matter? He knows about them.
“I want you to sit on my face.”
“Wh-what?” She couldn’t do that, right?
“Come sit on my face.”
“I’ll suffocate you.”
He grinned. “That’s the idea.”
“Hack!”
“You won’t. I have a feeling it’s not going to take you long to come. Now, do it. You might have to tuck your calves under my upper arms and hold onto the headboard for balance. That’s it.”
She managed to get herself into position.
“Lower yourself down.”
She let out a strangled cry as he latched onto her clit.
Holy. Crap.
He flicked at her clit with his tongue, then sucked. What would it feel like if he could use his fingers? She almost wanted to release him. To have him take complete control.
But then her orgasm raced through her. Her breath caught as he flicked her clit with firm, long strokes.
A scream erupted from her and he softened his strokes. To her shock, though, he didn’t stop and a second wave hit her even harder than the first.
She slumped forward, then remembered that she was basically sitting on the poor guy. Moving, she slid herself down until she was lying on him.
“Good, baby?”
“Sooo good.” Lord, she sounded drunk.
“That’s my baby.”
She could feel how hard he was, though. He was pressing into her stomach. Could she do it? She was so relaxed that maybe she could.
Sitting up, she grasped his dick and guided it to her entrance.
You can do this. It’s just a dick.
It’s Hack’s dick. It won’t hurt you.
“Wait, baby girl. You don’t have to do this.”
She got the head to her entrance and froze. A sob escaped. She couldn’t . . .
“Red! Red!” he called out.
She froze. Red. What did red mean . . . shit! She had to get him free.
Letting go of his dick, she rolled off the bed and landed heavily on her knees.
“Baby, come here. Be careful.”
“I have to free you. You said red. I have to free you.” She moved to the nightstand, her eyes blurred by tears. Shit.
“Baby, stop.”
His voice was so firm that she froze.
“Turn and look at me.”
She spun to him. “I’m sorry.”
“You have nothing to be sorry about. If anyone is apologizing, it’s me for pushing too hard.”
She shook her head. “You didn’t. You said your safeword.”
“For you. You were terrified. And that is not what I want. Ever. Listen to me. I did this to help you feel more comfortable. But you were so far from comfortable that it made me feel ill. I never want to do that to you. Ever. So I said it for you. But everything is good. It’s all good. Now, find the key and unlock my cuffs so I can hug you.”
She fumbled with the key several times but managed to get the cuffs unlocked. Then she was in his arms, held tight.
He murmured to her softly as she pressed her face into his neck.
“I’m sorry this didn’t work,” she told him.
“You apologize again, and I’m going to get so mad that I’ll buy you a whole new wardrobe,” he warned.
She smiled. It was a limp sort of smile but a smile all the same.
“And who says this didn’t work?”
“Um, I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t take your cock inside me.”
“Baby, the goal was to make you more comfortable with me. I got to see you naked, I got to lick your delicious pussy. I’m a happy fucking man.”