Total pages in book: 93
Estimated words: 86763 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 434(@200wpm)___ 347(@250wpm)___ 289(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 86763 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 434(@200wpm)___ 347(@250wpm)___ 289(@300wpm)
“Ronan, please…it’s too much.”
The desperation in his tone had me releasing the leg I’d draped over my shoulder. I trailed my fingers back up his body until I reached his pulsing dick, but instead of playing with it like he clearly wanted me to, I pressed my fingers against the sensitive skin behind his balls. He jerked hard at the contact and the headboard rattled as he struggled against his restraints. The sight and sound had my own cock filling even more and I willed myself to remain in control.
“Open your eyes,” I ordered, more harshly than I’d intended. As soon as he did, I removed my fingers from his taint and stuck one in my mouth. I made sure he saw my saliva sticking to my digit as I moved it back down to his body. He stiffened when I pushed my finger between the globes of his ass and he actually held his breath as I pressed the pad against his hole. But before he could think too long and too hard about what I was doing, I leaned over and sucked his cock into my mouth.
“Fuck!” he shouted as he shoved his hips up. I used his distraction to press my finger into his body and as soon as he froze at the contact, I hollowed out my cheeks and sucked hard. The sensual onslaught did exactly what it was supposed to and Seth began desperately thrusting into my mouth. Every time he pulled out, he impaled himself on my finger, and soon I couldn’t tell if he was more desperate to get more of himself inside of me or more of me inside of him. But in the end, it didn’t matter because one press of my finger on his prostate and he began shooting down my throat. I barely managed to keep from coming myself as his salty flavor coated my tongue and I heard the sound of my name falling over and over again from his lips. When he finally stilled and I’d consumed every last drop of him, I gently pulled my finger free and crawled up his body and sealed my mouth over his. I’d purposefully kept from swallowing all of his come and I nearly smiled at his gasp of surprise when I shared his essence with him.
“So sweet, Seth,” I murmured against his mouth. “So fucking sweet.”
Chapter Ten
Seth
I could only lay there as Ronan kissed me, because much like the day before when he’d gotten me off in the bathroom, I felt completely boneless. My arms ached from the strain of being braced above my head, but I didn’t care if it meant I could get more of Ronan kissing me like this…like I was more than just a convenient body. I had no idea if that was what I was or not, but I’d reached the conclusion that I would take whatever I could get as soon as I’d known that walking away from Ronan tonight meant it would be over for good.
But the promise I’d made to myself to not let the aftermath of being with Ronan destroy me disintegrated when Ronan whispered my name as he kissed me. Because part of me really had believed he wasn’t really seeing me as he touched and kissed me. I’d had this sick fear that he’d say my brother’s name as he made love to me but to hear my name fall from his lips…it was a thousand times better than the mind blowing orgasm he’d just given me.
Ronan kissed me for what seemed like an endless amount of time and by the time he sat up again and reached for something on the nightstand, I felt the excitement and nervousness returning to my body. I watched him fish a condom and a packet of lube out of his wallet and I swallowed hard as he opened the lube before moving farther down my body. Even though his long, thick finger had just given me so much pleasure, I still couldn’t help but worry about what would come next. I’d been too far gone too really notice any pain as his finger had entered me but now that the orgasm had started to wane, I could feel my body drawing up tight and I was worried he wouldn’t consider that as he got me ready. But I kept my mouth shut as I watched him put some lube on his fingers.
He was kneeling between my spread legs and I figured he would just open me up and started pushing into me but he surprised me again by dropping his weight back down on my body and kissing me. I was lost in the sensation of his tongue dancing with mine so I barely noticed the cool lube being spread over my hole. It wasn’t until his finger began probing me that I realized he was distracting me with the pleasure his mouth was bringing me. And it was at that exact moment that I realized the childhood love I’d had for this man had never disappeared and it never would. It had morphed into something deeper and scarier and that conclusion was more terrifying than the change my body was about to go through. Because Ronan wasn’t about to just take my virginity; he was going to take everything else too.