Total pages in book: 91
Estimated words: 92368 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 462(@200wpm)___ 369(@250wpm)___ 308(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 92368 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 462(@200wpm)___ 369(@250wpm)___ 308(@300wpm)
“God, Cam,” he says roughly. “I didn’t think it was possible, but you’re even more beautiful now than before. You’re impossibly beautiful. I don’t deserve you. I never did. But fuck if I don’t want you. I’m selfish enough to take whatever you’ll give me.”
And my momentary lack of confidence is erased by his words and the way he’s looking at me.
Like I’m everything.
It thrills and terrifies me.
And that’s the problem with us.
I love him. But he hurt me badly. I am terrified to let go in case he does it again.
I whisper past the emotion clogging my throat, “This…me. Right now…this is what I can give you.”
His eyes hold mine, not a flicker of feeling or response in them.
A beat later, he reaches back and pulls his T-shirt off over his head, dropping it to the floor.
I immediately see it. “You got another tattoo?” I step off the bed, moving closer.
Zeus had one tattoo that I knew of. He’s had it for as long as I’ve known him. It’s on his back, covering a large portion of it. It’s for his mom. Some of the lyrics from “Amazing Grace” are interwoven around each other with angel wings at either side. It’s a gorgeous tattoo.
But this tattoo is new, and it’s on his chest. His left pec, to be exact. It’s a bird in flight. It’s…
My heart putters to a stop, my eyes flashing up to his.
“Is that a…” I can’t bring myself to say it.
“A dove. Yes.” His eyes carefully watch me.
A multitude of emotions grips me like a hand around my heart. “When did you get it done?” I suddenly feel like I’m talking through cotton wool.
“After the Hagan fight.”
“That was a month after we broke up.” Around the same time that I found out I was pregnant with Gigi. “Why?” I question.
He exhales roughly. “Because I needed something, Cam. Some connection to you. I had nothing left but memories. I had to let you go, and…you on my skin, it was all I could have. I know that probably doesn’t make sense—” He doesn’t get to finish because I launch myself at him.
My mouth collides with his, and I kiss him desperately.
He tightly wraps his arms around me.
The kiss is out of control. Like the feelings swirling through my body.
I attack his jeans with my hands, needing to feel all of him against every part of me.
My hands are trembling with emotion and excitement. I manage to get the button and zipper undone.
Zeus takes over, quickly removing his jeans along with his boxer shorts.
Then, he’s gloriously naked.
God, I’ve missed him.
Our lips crash back together. Our mouths fusing like we’ve never kissed before.
We stumble back to the bed. Hands and mouths everywhere.
Somehow, I end up on top of Zeus.
I push up to sit on him. He stares up at me, watching me with those stunning eyes of his.
I rise up onto my knees and take his cock in my hand. Curling my fingers around it, I squeeze hard.
A sound of pleasure hisses between his clenched teeth.
And it empowers me to take what I want right now.
Him.
I position his cock at my entrance. Our eyes locked together, I slowly lower myself down onto him. Inch by thick inch until he’s fully seated deep inside me.
The look in his eyes is filled with so much intensity that I can barely take it.
So, breaking the connection, I lean forward and kiss him. I start to move up and down. He threads one hand in my hair, the other gripping my hip, guiding my slow strokes.
As the kisses deepen, the tempo of my body speeds up.
The next thing I know, I’m flipped onto my back, and Zeus is taking over.
He sits back on his haunches. The tip of his cock just inside me.
He reaches back and grabs hold of my legs, pushing them forward until my knees are almost pressed to my chest. He holds them there.
Then, he thrusts his cock back in.
“Ahh,” I softly cry out in pleasure as he hits that spot deep within me.
His hands leave my legs and drop to the mattress on either side of my head, and then he starts to fuck me.
I hook my knees over his shoulders as he continues to thrust into me, pounding me with his cock.
Turning his head, he starts to kiss my leg, his tongue stroking the skin, teeth biting, and it feels amazing.
But I know Zeus, and I won’t stay here for long. When he fucks like this, he likes to fuck in as many ways as possible.
And I’m right.
I’m moving. Turned over onto my stomach. Ass in the air. Legs spread. And he’s back inside me.
Hands gripping my ass cheeks, fingers biting into my skin, he thrusts in and out of me. Skin slapping skin in the most delicious way. The sound turning me on even more.