Total pages in book: 23
Estimated words: 20648 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 103(@200wpm)___ 83(@250wpm)___ 69(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 20648 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 103(@200wpm)___ 83(@250wpm)___ 69(@300wpm)
She nods, and I roll off of her long enough to grab a condom out of the nightstand and shuck my jeans off. I unwrap the wrapper and roll the condom on my length before climbing on top of her. "Are you sure?" I ask.
She loops her arms around my neck and nods her head, but her eyes are still closed, and that's not what I want. I need her eyes on me. "Open your eyes, baby, Becca."
She opens her eyes and stares at me. "I need you to know it's me."
She smiles then. "Oh, I know it's you."
I nod. "Keep your eyes on me then, okay?"
I line myself up at her entrance and push into her gently. She's so tight. It's like a vise on my cock. I take a deep breath, wanting to just push my way through but knowing I need to give her time to adjust. She opens her legs wider, and I feel her knees come up around my hips as I sink deeper inside her. She lets out a grunt, and I can't hold back any longer. I push into her until I'm buried to the hilt. She looks surprised, and I sit there until she's comfortable before I start to thrust in and out of her with long thrusts of my hips. I'm already so close, but I want her to come again. I reach between us and put my finger on her clit. She's already sensitive, and her clit is still swollen, but I circle it in an easy pattern that has her moaning. Her back arches, and she tosses her head back. "Don't stop. Please don't stop."
"Fuck, there's no way I could," I tell her as I push in and out of her. "I need to come, Becca. Come for me again, baby." She does as I ask, and we come together.
I come so hard with her wrapped tightly and snugly around me. My heart is racing, and every part of my body is going crazy. It’s all too intense.
I hold my weight off of her as I try and catch my breath. I’m biting my lip, holding back the words I want to say to her. The ones I know that will probably scare her off and have her running out of here.
I pull out of her and then dispose of the condom and clean us both up. When I climb into the side of the bed beside her, she's climbing out the other. She’s searching, gathering her clothes off the floor. "Where are you going?" I ask her.
She doesn't look at me but tugs her shirt back over her head. "To the guest room."
She barely gets the words out and I'm up out of the bed, holding on to her. "The guest room?"
She shrugs and still doesn't look at me. "Yeah, I thought..."
Before she finishes, I put my finger on her chin and forced her to look up at me. "Let's not think tonight. Okay? Let me ask you something. Do you want to sleep in my arms tonight? The whole night?"
Finally she raises her blue eyes and they meet mine. I can see it. I can see the truth in her eyes, and I know exactly what she wants, but that's not enough. "Yes," she says.
I smile at her. "I need to hear you say it."
She rolls her eyes in that sassy way that she does. "Yes, I would like to lie in your arms all night. But what about you? What do you want?"
I pick her up and toss her into the bed, and she laughs. I crawl in next to her and help her take her shirt back off before pulling her against my body. I wrap my arms and legs around her and hold her in a big bear hug against me. For the first time ever, I'm completely content with where I am and what I'm doing. Becca does that to me. “I want to hold you in my arms all night long.”
I leave out the part where I want her in my bed tonight and every night after. I just have to find a way to be able to keep her because letting her go is no longer an option.
Chapter 12
Becca
"I'm so tired." Those are the words Lucas said to me on the way to the events center, and they keep going through my head the whole time as I watch him prepare for his event. He's already in the chute, and he's wrapping his hand around the leather rope, getting ready to let go. The bull he’s on is obviously pissed. He’s bucking relentlessly already.
We barely slept last night. It's like he couldn't get enough of me. And when I would just fall asleep, he would wake me up, wanting me again. There was no complaint out of me, though. I was just as desperate and needy for him. I had no idea it could be like that.