Total pages in book: 178
Estimated words: 170884 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 854(@200wpm)___ 684(@250wpm)___ 570(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 170884 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 854(@200wpm)___ 684(@250wpm)___ 570(@300wpm)
“Well, fuck,” I uttered quietly.
Seriously?
Okay. So, Asya Sadik wasn’t what I expected.
I rolled my eyes in the dark, sighing in frustration.
Of course. She just had to be in a wheelchair, didn’t she? Because why not?
My lip curled.
Great. Just fucking great.
Sure, I was a monster, but even I couldn’t kill a helpless woman in a wheelchair.
No.
I couldn’t do this.
But as I moved from my shadowy hiding spot and turned to leave, the back door opened, and she stalled me with, “You just gonna stand there all night, or you coming in?”
Turning slowly, I narrowed my eyes on the willowy woman. A slow smile pulled at my lips and I looked her up and down.
She was nothing. She was vapor.
I was beautiful.
She was... sick.
I was a deadly fucking viper.
She was a deflated balloon.
My reign was real, and the terror surrounding me had grown men falling to their knees.
I glanced down at her blanket-covered lap.
She couldn’t even fall to her knees if I pushed her.
Disgust ran through me.
She was pitiful.
So why the hell did he love her enough to leave me?
My cherry-red lips split into a grin as I tilted my head, and muttered, “Aren’t you afraid I’m going to kill you?”
Her returning smirk had me marginally impressed. “Bold of you to assume I want to live.”
My brows arched, my lips pursing at the odd amount of confidence that flowed around the clearly ill woman.
Touché, bitch.
“Come in.” She wheeled herself backward into the house before turning her back on me. My, oh my. She was a daring little cunt. “I want to talk to you.”
A short moment passed before I took in a deep breath and followed her inside, closing the door behind me with my leather-gloved hands. She watched me closely as I approached. Just so we were clear on my position, I held my magnificent rose-gold .45 Glock in my hand, and when the little woman’s eyes narrowed on it, she asked, “Did my husband give you that gun?”
A slow grin stretched my lips.
Yes, he sure as shit did.
When I didn’t make to respond, she held my gaze, jerking her chin toward the pistol. “That’s my gun.” Her lips pulled into a thin smile as she shook her head and let out a humorless laugh. “He gave you my gun.” When her face fell, I felt that shit hard. Even more so when she murmured, “Fuck me, Az. You bastard.”
My heart clenched so hard it skipped a beat.
I blinked down at the beloved gift, my smile fading to black, and heard her say, “He must have really loved you.”
Yeah.
I thought so too.
Az, you fucking asshole.
Placing the tainted present on the counter, I sat on the stool and threw her an expression of pure frustration. “You’d think so, yet—” My tone was bleak. “—he came home to you every single night, even when I’d beg him to stay.” My shoulders jerked. “He was cruel. He shouldn’t have let me love him like that.” My throat thickened with emotion. “And I did. I loved him so much.”
“To death, it would seem,” she responded quietly.
I would never admit it, but I could see why Az loved his wife. Asya Sadik had a confidence to her that would have made her a great leader. Maybe, in a different world, under different circumstances, we would have liked each other.
... Nah.
When my stoic gaze met hers, she rolled her eyes. “I know; you weren’t there. You had nothing to do with his death. Ling is innocent, your brother insisted. How dare we ask how the fuck our cherished Az ended up dumped in the harbor? Because, Allah knows, it couldn’t have been The Dragon Queen. She isn’t that crazy.” Her sarcasm game was strong. “I know what Van said. We both know he’s only doing his duty. Can’t say I would have done the same, but I can respect family values.” She dipped her chin, avoiding my gaze. “We both know it was you.”
It was strange. She meant nothing to me, but it seemed we were kindred spirits, imprisoned by our own darkness, our very own form of hell.
We were both hurting.
“I didn’t mean to.” The words that left me were haunted. “It was an accident.”
She considered this. “Accident or not,” Asya uttered, “he’s gone, and I need you to do something for me.” When I narrowed my eyes at her, she didn’t flinch. Her tone was stark. “Call it compensation.”
I didn’t owe her shit. But I found myself asking, “What do you want?”
Zero reluctance. “I want you to kill me.”
My stare was hard, and my eyes held hers a long minute before a bark of a laugh shot out of me. But her expression remained unchanging. I shook my head and muttered, “No.”
Asya Sadik’s cheek ticked as she wheeled herself forward, and spoke through gritted teeth, “I don’t think you understand me, Ling Nguyen.” Her tone held no room for negotiation. “You killed my husband. You left me alone in this world without the man I love. And you’re going to kill me, you heartless bitch.” She breathed heavily through her nose and her voice trembled. “It’s the very least you could do.”