Total pages in book: 128
Estimated words: 124320 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 622(@200wpm)___ 497(@250wpm)___ 414(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 124320 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 622(@200wpm)___ 497(@250wpm)___ 414(@300wpm)
“You take that information to the grave, Kimba Allen,” he says with false gravity. “You crossed your heart and everything.”
“I’ll never tell.” My chuckle settles into a smile. “So what’s this pact?”
His eyes trace my face, rest on my lips and send flutters through my belly. He holds his pinky finger out to me.
“Our pact is that we’ll always be friends,” he says, his voice quiet, sure. “That nothing will come between us, not even each other.”
Not even each other.
I’m not completely sure what that means, but I hook my finger with his. “Pact.”
“We should kiss on it,” he says, tugging me closer by my pinky.
I’m breathless, waiting for our lips to touch and for that feeling I had in the bathroom to take over my whole body again.
“Damn you, Ruth!” Mr. Stern’s angry voice travels from inside my house when our lips are separated by just a breath.
“Let me explain,” Ezra’s mother says, her words reaching us in the garage.
“You can’t explain this!” he shouts back. “We’re leaving, and that’s final.”
Leaving?
Our wide eyes connect, fear and panic rising inside me at the threat of Ezra’s leaving. We hear the front door open so violently it slams against the house. Hurried footfalls pound down the steps. Leaving my house, Mr. Stern almost walks right past the open garage, but double-takes when he sees us inside. Fury twists his features.
“Come on, Ezra,” he snaps. “We’re going home.”
“But, Dad, I—”
“Now, Ezra!” his father roars so loudly I’m sure Mrs. Washington got an earful while fake-watering her plants.
“Okay. Okay.” Ezra drops my hand and leans forward to kiss me quickly. It’s just a peck, but maybe he feels the little thrill like I do, because he lingers. He presses closer and slips his tongue inside. It feels good and right. I lift my hand to touch the thick curls at his nape.
“Ezra!” Mr. Stern yells from their porch across the street. “I’m not telling you again. Come. Now.”
“Ezra,” Mrs. Stern says, watching us through the open garage door. “Listen to your father. Come home.”
“Okay.” Ezra walks toward his mother, but turns at the last minute and glances at me over his shoulder, his eyes serious.
“I’ll see you tomorrow,” he says softly with his mother standing there waiting.
I nod, a strange feeling unfolding inside of me as my parents’ raised voices reach me from inside the house.
“Okay. Tomorrow.”
Mrs. Stern’s face is tear-streaked and her hair is mussed, unusual because her appearance is always neat. Her mouth trembling, she looks at me for a long moment before speaking.
“Goodbye, Kimba,” she says and touches Ezra’s shoulder, urging him to walk away.
I close the garage and step cautiously through the kitchen door, being as quiet as I can in case I catch fragments of the argument.
“That’s not fair, Joe,” my mother says, tears in her voice. “How could you even…”
It goes quiet in the living room, a listening quiet.
“Tru?” she asks abruptly. “Is that you?”
I sigh and drag my feet from the kitchen to the base of the stairs in the foyer. My parents stand on opposite sides of the room, a gulf between them. My father’s whiskey decanter sits on the coffee table, a rare sight since they don’t drink much. Broken glass litters the bricks in front of the fireplace.
“What’s happening?” I ask. “The Sterns—”
“Are not our friends,” my father says harshly. “Stay away from them.”
“No.” It comes out before I even realize it, but I refuse to apologize. “Whatever you and the Sterns are fighting about, I don’t care, but Ezra—”
“What did I say, Kimba?” my father growls, his face so distorted by rage that I don’t even recognize him.
“But Daddy—”
“Go to your room,” Mama says, her voice soft and firm and unyielding.
“Mama, I—”
“Go to your room!” she screams, tears leaking from beneath her closed eyelids. “For God’s sake, can you for once just do what you’re told and stay out of grown folks’ business? Go to your damn room, Kimba!”
Mama never curses at me. I fight back my own tears and run up the steps. Their argument resumes downstairs, but muted, deliberately low-voiced and hiding. I run to their room and grab the phone on their bedside table. I could dial Ezra’s number in my sleep. My fingers fly over the keypad without any thought, but the line is busy. I try again and again, but I can’t get through. After a few minutes, I go to my room and flop onto my bed, not even bothering to wrap my hair or take off my dress.
It feels like I’ve lived a year in the span of a night. I don’t know what’s going on between our parents, but I do know what’s going on between Ezra and me. We are beginning. I kissed my best friend and things will never be the same. Whatever happens between our folks, we have each other. And we’ll always be friends.