Total pages in book: 147
Estimated words: 137135 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 686(@200wpm)___ 549(@250wpm)___ 457(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 137135 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 686(@200wpm)___ 549(@250wpm)___ 457(@300wpm)
WillDive4Plants:
If only I wasn't broken, I’d just jump in a shower stall to take care of this ache that's not going away no matter which way I sit. But alas.
I must have been super distracted by being able to feel my heartbeat in my clit, because I didn’t notice he was also typing out a message at the same time. It comes in at the exact moment mine is delivered to him.
RomanticSadistLL:
In fact… a man you're slightly attracted to has a better chance of creating your orgasms through a mastery of language, creating imagery and suggestion, than if they try just physical stimulation. And if you have someone who can read your body, knows your mind and desires, you will experience it so profoundly that your body may quiver at even a fleeting thought of what you had become in those moments.
Jesus on a cracker. The most delicious man I’ve ever seen in real life talking to me about orgasms and my body quivering… it’s not helping the situation in my pants whatsoever. I have never—never—talked to a man who sounded anywhere close to the way the heroes in my books speak. The ones I’ve written and the ones I’ve read by others. Ever. Obviously, since they’re fictional men written by women, our fantasies brought to life only on the written page. There have been guys who managed to not make me cringe while “spitting their game,” but the vast majority, yeah, total eye-rollers.
But this man….
Is it the age difference? Fourteen years between us, if his profile stating he’s forty-eight is the truth. Could that be why he sounds so much more mature than men I’ve talked to in the past? So much more eloquent and articulate?
So… confidently intelligent without being overly cocky.
I don’t know how much time passes, but when I blink out of my pondering, I discover my laptop has gone to sleep.
I swipe my fingers over the touchpad.
Scratch that. My laptop is dead as a doornail. It doesn’t turn on no matter what button I push, and finally the little empty battery symbol flashes across the screen for a second before going black again.
I sigh, unplugging my cord from the useless socket.
WillDive4Plants:
Just realized, because I was so spaced out, this plug doesn’t work and my laptop has been dead for a good 10 minutes now while I just stared at the blank screen. 😂
I'd say your assessment is accurate.
At least for me. Since I keep hearing "you've made me so happy today" on repeat and my heart starts pounding like I'm climbing the stairs again.
Why had that specific line had such an effect on me? He’s messaged and spoke way deeper and more lyrical words to me since I started talking to him, so why is him telling me I made him happy today sticking out to me like some sort of milestone, or like a neon sign glowing for attention?
RomanticSadistLL:
Well, thank you for allowing that. For research’s sake. I believe it might help you better understand a submissive's mindset and desire to serve, what they get from kindness and affirmation that they are appreciated by someone, valued, and that what they do for someone DOES matter and make their day.
I never want him to stop.
I don’t ever want him to stop explaining things to me, teaching me in a way I can absorb and understand with no more effort than reading his words.
Nothing pisses me off more than a guy mansplaining something to me, speaking to me like I’m an idiot and won’t grasp what he means just because I’m a woman. More often than I care to remember, a man has broken something down to a condescending degree, as if I’m a sheltered child instead of a grown woman who has experienced plenty in her three and a half decades on this earth.
But that’s not his tone with me. He’s chosen to delve deeper, go past what I’ve told him I already have knowledge on. He’s trusting I did my research for my past books, either my reviews or the answers I’ve given to his direct questions proof enough I’m not some presumptuous poser. He’s chosen to further my education on a subject I’ve been fascinated by and lived for years and years, like a professor who teaches at the highest level, with students becoming masters of their topic instead of one filled with a classroom of fresh-out-of-high schoolers.
And most of all, he’s making me understand myself in a way I never could before. He’s making me feel like I’m not so weird, not so mentally high maintenance, which is more than I could’ve ever asked for when I signed up for dating sites looking for a sugar daddy to buy me plants.
RomanticSadistLL:
When you climb the stairs next time, your mind will go to those words as well. Whether you mean for them to or not. The rest of your body will begin to respond along with it. Allow me to tell you how much you make me smile by staying on top of your workout, and you'll feel your body respond even when driving to the gym, looking forward to those stairs.