Total pages in book: 81
Estimated words: 74643 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 373(@200wpm)___ 299(@250wpm)___ 249(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 74643 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 373(@200wpm)___ 299(@250wpm)___ 249(@300wpm)
My statement seems to light them up. Suddenly, it's like a celebration in here. And there's nowhere I'd rather be with than with my favorite guys on the planet.
"And Nicole, we want you to know," Cameron says, "that if you don't want to submit to us, you don't have to. If it makes you uncomfortable, don't do it."
"We decided that we can live with that," Adam says.
"We just can't live without you," Chase says.
"No," I say softly. "I have to admit to you guys that submission makes me feel safe. I've wanted it all along—I just didn't know if I could trust where it was coming from. I'm sorry I let my past influence my present.
“But I want you to know that it's what I need and that I'm going to take a leap of faith and just trust you."
This makes looks of ravenous desire light up in their eyes. I've never seen anything like it. So this is what they've been waiting for?
It's going to be divine.
I don't know how my little apartment will contain all of us, but I'm sure we'll find a way somehow. Suddenly, warmth is spreading over my body, and I truly can't remember why I was ever so scared. These men are strong enough to contain my heart and to hold it forever.
I know in my soul that they will never hurt me. I know we're connected on many levels—and that that can never be undone.
I finally found my place in the world. And yes, it's at the height of success, but it's also at the height of bliss. I'm so lucky.
We pop open a bottle of champagne to celebrate, and they seem content enough to drink out of my little tea mugs.
"Sorry guys, it's all I have."
"No problem, Nicole," Cameron says, chuckling. "We're here for you."
I finally feel right and free—and where I'm supposed to be. I know that within their arms, I'll be safe. But now that it's been established, I also feel ready to give in to their every sexual whim.
I can see by the way they're starting to manhandle me that it's going to be an intense night. This, and every night hereafter, will be full of memories and experiences that will cement our way into the future.
It's all starting for me, and I allow myself to relish the attention of being in the arms of three men who adore me.
Nicole
Three giant alpha males standing in my apartment and professing their love?
I'll take it.
That is, as long as I can submit.
Cameron pulls me into his arms and says, "I'm so glad that you've accepted our offer, Nicole. I promise you that it'll be worth it."
I shiver underneath the feel of his manly touch. Everything about him is strong. I wish I could be like that...and I think I am, just in my own way.
Chase comes up behind me and he traces the line of my ass with his fingers.
"Nicole, we promise to always be here for you. We're gonna put our all into this relationship, and it's gonna work."
He kisses my neck from behind, and it leaves tingles that spread straight to my now very wet and aching pussy.
Adam pulls me away from the both of them and wraps my arms around his muscular torso. I'll never tire of feeling those abs. He looks so hot, they all do
I can't believe I just accepted their offer to basically be their submissive for life.
Something about that feels freeing—and it makes this day feel special. This is the first time I'll be with them unencumbered. No more festering doubts, no more walls, no more hiding behind layers of identity that are not me.
For once I'm just gonna be myself, raw and real. They're gonna see all of me, and I hope they like it, even my dark side.
It's a really big risk to succumb like this, to trust that they know what they're doing with me and my emotions.
Suddenly, as I'm dwarfed by these three alpha males all wanting a piece of me, I feel so small and fragile.
But it's a good kind of feeling—like finally I don't have to be in control. I have to keep reminding myself that this is for the best. It feels good, so why wouldn't it be the best option for me?
Cameron walks into my tiny kitchen, and pulls out a couple of bottles of wine that they brought.
"Nicole, where can I find some glasses?"
"Oh, so you came prepared. Were you expecting things to go in your favor?" I joke with him.
"We were hoping," Cameron says.
"Plus, we never come empty-handed," Chase says, taking a seat on my couch.
"I can't say that I actually have a matching set of glasses, but there are some cups in that first cupboard there. Here, let me help you," I say to Cameron who's opening the wine.