Total pages in book: 74
Estimated words: 70546 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 353(@200wpm)___ 282(@250wpm)___ 235(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 70546 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 353(@200wpm)___ 282(@250wpm)___ 235(@300wpm)
Nina’s hips pump, and she takes me even deeper, her walls squeezing my dick so hard that my philosophy comes to an abrupt end. She positions her hands on my shoulders and finds a rhythm even though I don’t have a rhythm. I’m just thrusting, letting her ride me, and letting her create one for me. I’m too wild. I can’t stop myself from hurtling forward.
I’m just extremely lucky that she gets there first. She explodes around me without warning. She moans breathlessly, her body shuddering with her climax, and there isn’t anything more perfect than having her come on my dick, her muscles clenching around me, her legs trapping mine. I love being caged in by her. I also love the way her climax takes all of her, and she throws herself into it.
I clutch her hips and grip her tightly as my own pleasure slams into me. It’s a wild ride for both of us after that. The pleasure is sharp and hot, and the waves keep on coming. Nina holds me tightly all the way through it and the aftershocks that come in the wake of the force of that pleasure.
After, she gently climbs off me and curls up on her side. I shift to mine and drape my arm over her hip. It’s hot in this room. I’m not sure Upperhand’s only motel has air conditioning. Then again, I’m used to it because the farmhouse doesn’t have air conditioning either. I don’t mind the sticky feeling of our bodies pressing close, and I don’t mind my racing pulse or the swelling in my heart and chest.
“Oh goodness,” Nina whisper-gasps. She’s still trying to catch her breath. “All I can say is that I’m really glad we weren’t walked in on or knocked in on this time.”
“Me too.” I stroke her cheek. “Please don’t leave. Please don’t go back. I know I don’t have any right to ask you, but please. I need you. I want you to stay. I want this to be possible. Not just this, but us.”
“I’m not going anywhere. We already decided that.” She kisses me, and when she pulls back, she looks amused, like I’m being silly. “But thank you for saying that. I want us to be possible as well. It’s more than possible. It’s going to happen, and it’s going to be great.”
“But you’d have to move all the way here and—”
Her finger descends to my lips, not silencing me but pressing down like I need to feel her weight again to be sure that this is real. “I do have to move, but I think your grandma’s suggestion of going to live in Seattle is a good one. An hour isn’t so far away. I have a year of school left, which I darn well intend on finishing, but all the weekends will be ours. Maybe I can put all my classes on just two days a week. Sometimes that works out. Then we can have more time. I don’t mind making the drive. I know you have the animals to look after, and you can’t always be leaving, but maybe you can find a housesitter here and there. There are lots to think about, but I’m not intimidated, and I won’t be scared away.”
“But your family…” I go on.
“They’ll be happy, of course,” she assures me.
“You’ll miss them.”
“I will, but honestly, I’ve always lived with them. Before I knew anything about this and about you, I was already making plans to move out. I even thought about moving and seeing the country first before I picked a spot to settle down in and build a career.”
“But you’ll have an English degree.”
She fake scowls at me, but there’s enough amusement in it that I can tell she probably gets that a lot. “English is a perfectly marketable position.”
“Oh, I know. I meant you could work online. From anywhere.”
She nods like she’s known that for a long time and doesn’t give two flying figs what people think about what she’s studying. “Exactly. One year and then I can move out to the farm if you want me to. If you, the chickens, the sheep, Herman Merman, and all will have me.”
“Always. We’ll always have you.”
“The year will be good for us. Moving in right away would be a big shock, so I’m glad we have some time. Even after I’m done with school, if we’re not ready, I don’t have to move in. If the contract is truly called off, then it’s up to us to decide. We get to determine our own lives and decide for ourselves.”
The contract is off, but that’s not why I feel so free. I’ve never had any doubt that I was going to be the one who determined my own future and who I spent it with, but I feel so much lighter now, knowing that a stupid piece of paper isn’t hanging over my head and my family will let us make our own terms. Most of that freedom that’s making my heart do all sorts of happy dances in my chest right now, though? It’s the knowledge that whatever that freedom entails, I’m going to find it with Nina.