Total pages in book: 57
Estimated words: 52210 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 261(@200wpm)___ 209(@250wpm)___ 174(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 52210 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 261(@200wpm)___ 209(@250wpm)___ 174(@300wpm)
“Don’t be afraid. No force on earth will take you from me. As for Jessica…” She clamped her hands over her ears like a two year old.
“Stop that, and listen to me.” I pulled her hand away and lifted her chin with my finger. “If this is true, then we’re going to have to talk about her. She’s going to be part of our lives…” I was about to say in one way or the other but before I could finish this one got to her knees with a look of fire in her eyes.
“I won’t share you, I won’t stand by and watch you marry her either. I’m leaving…” She moved to get off the bed and I grabbed her to my chest. She tried pulling out of my arms but I held her tighter.
“No you’re not. I won’t let you. I want your word right now that you won’t try to run away. I almost died when I couldn’t find you tonight; don’t put me through that hell again. I said I’ll make it right and I will. Now stop this.” I turned her face to mine and studied her eyes.
So sad-so bruised. My heart ached for her. “Trust me with your heart. I will never hurt you or allow anyone or anything to bring you harm. The baby was made before you and I became a couple. I can’t go back and change it.” As I said the words, I remembered the feeling I’d got the first time I took her; like I’d shared part of the essence of my soul with her. Like I’d planted my seed in her.
I kept talking, telling her what I thought she needed to hear. Telling her my truth. I don’t give a fuck if Jessica has twins I won’t leave her. I wasn’t too happy with myself for being so fucking careless. I’d always gone out of my way to make sure this shit never happened. In all these years it never has, so why the fuck now?
It didn’t matter. It didn’t change a thing. Like everything else in my life, I will take control of the situation and see that everything came out right. Jessica might get her feelings hurt once she realized that I wasn’t planning on having a life with her because of the baby, but that’s something she’ll have to deal with on her own.
I’d promised the young girl in my arms to take care of her. I’d lain with her, taken her virginity. All of that added to who she was to me, what she meant to my life, meant I wouldn’t hurt her for the world. Not even for my own blood. What a fucking mess.
“You don’t have anymore kids running around out there do you?” There was life in her voice again. I’d gotten through to her after all.
“No miss smarty pants. But I plan to make lots of babies with you; starting now.” Her tension eased and she looked up at me with a little less sadness in her eyes.
“I love you.” Her eyes widened on mine. She’d said the words more than once but this was the first time I’d ever said them out loud. Her eyes softened with fresh tears and her lips trembled. “Really?”
“Never doubt.” I lifted her chin with my finger and held her eyes with mine as I lowered my lips to hers.
She didn’t deny me, didn’t resist, and the soft kiss I meant to offer as comfort, became an inferno as she wrapped her arms around me desperately. I rolled over on top of her, crushing her into the bed. My hands moved around between us and made quick work of removing her clothes before straddling her to remove my own. She showed more life as she sat up and joined me, dragging my zipper down and releasing my cock.
“Oh…fuck!” She wrapped her lips around my cock and sucked me into the back of her throat with a few inches to spare. There was a kind of desperation to her movements and I understood when I felt the tears drip onto my flesh. “Shh, shh, shh, come here.” I pulled my dick out of her mouth and pulled her into my arms.
“You don’t have to do anything to win my love, you already have it. Look at me. Jessica will never take me away from you. Her child will never take me away from you. Nothing will. You’re mine; always.” She studied my eyes for the truth and finally found what she needed there.
She pulled my head down to hers and spread her legs open in a silent command for me to come to her. I sucked gently on her tongue and slipped into her soft heat gently. She wasn’t ready for me. I hadn’t given her my mouth so her pussy was extra tight around my cock.