Total pages in book: 38
Estimated words: 33557 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 168(@200wpm)___ 134(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 33557 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 168(@200wpm)___ 134(@250wpm)___ 112(@300wpm)
"Please understand. I didn't want to complicate things between us. I worried the whole time about your reaction. I kind of guessed you would be upset because so much time has passed and I'm just telling you now. " She says. I take a long sigh and try to process everything. "I guess what you did makes sense." I answer. I try to remain calm. I also want to avoid causing any trouble between us. Deep down I'm disappointed about the way she told me. I think she can sense that because she stays quiet and avoids my gaze. I sigh and decide to brush it off. I can just take out my frustration in bed. That is a more satisfying way to deal with this.
"Now that we have talked, I think we can continue with what we started." I say. I lean over and start kissing her neck. She gasps in surprise but gives in. I cup her breast, massaging it with my hand. She moans and lays back easily. "Oh no…." I mutter softly. I turn her sideways and slip her clothes off. She eagerly obeys, anxious for what I can give her. I lay facing her, my arm over her. I cup her bare ass, massaging her skin softly. I smack it, making her skin pink. "Bad girl. You are a very bad girl for not telling me. How dare you keep secrets from me." I scold as i spank her. She moans and arches her back. Her pussy runs against me.
I grab her ass and press her to me, hard. I kiss her with so much force and desire. "Take me now!" She begs pulling her mouth away from mine. She spreads her legs open and lays flat on her back. I'm instantly on top of her. I slide into her wet pussy. Nice and smooth. "Fuck me hard!" She pleads. I oblige, holding her close. This is what i wanted, to feel her body and her curves. Only she can get me hot like this. I fuck her vigorously. Our bodies pounding into the bed. We both cry out and gasp loudly. We can make as much noise as we want because we are alone here. Getting this hotel was such a good idea. She is practically in tears as she climaxes. I give a loud grunt when I ejaculate.
I do feel better now, sexually satisfied. We snuggle under the covers in silence. I look at the clock. We still have a little bit of time before we have to get home to our son. As we lay there in silence I think about our relationship. Will Susana ever open up completely and let me in, or will our past continue to hang over our heads as a constant intrusion? I'm trying my best to be happy about being a dad again, but this whole situation keeps getting in the way of that. I sincerely hope I will be able to get over the fact that she keeps keeping secrets from me.
"We should get going." Susana says softly. I'm brought back into the moment. We both get out of bed and get dressed. After a quick check we leave and go downstairs to check out. We smile and hold hands, but it feels awkward now. Even the car ride home feels different. Susana's revelation has stirred up different emotions in the both of us. It feels like our Disneyland trip all over again. That is very frustrating considering we just got engaged. At least we were able to celebrate before all of this happened.
Chapter 27 - Susana
A few days later Mikah is at work. I'm at the park with our son. After pushing him gently on the swings I watch as he runs over to the sandbox to play. I stay nearby, keeping an eye on him. I sigh aloud. My recent conversation with Mikah has been weighing heavily on my mind. I think I made a mistake in the way I approached the pregnancy subject with him. Now, I'm worried about the standing of our relationship. Things had just started to go right between us and I went and messed them up. With a single conversation! How unbelievable is that! Only I could do something like this. I already explained my reasons for keeping the secret, but that still didn't make it right. This is going to be a terrible start to our marriage. I already know that Mikah feels that way. That thought makes me miserable. I want us to have a happy relationship and marriage.
Our son plays happily as I continue thinking. I know I shouldn't have kept anything from him. Having secrets between a couple only leads to trouble. I need to be completely open and honest with him all the time from now on. What I need is a way to let him know that I understand that and to make things right again. Our son runs up to me at that moment. "Want to go home." He announces cutely. I smile and take his hand. We walk down the sidewalk to Aunt Edith's house. During the walk I realize what I can do for Mikah. "Hi! How was the park?" Aunt Edith greets us as we walk through the front door. "I had fun!' My son shouts as he runs into the livingroom to watch tv. Aunt Edith chuckles then notices my preoccupied expression. "Are you okay sweetheart?" She asks. "Yes. I need to run out. Would you be okay watching him a while?" I ask. "Sure! I always have time for this cutie." She replies sitting next to my son. He laughs and hugs her. They watch cartoons together.