Total pages in book: 124
Estimated words: 113717 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 569(@200wpm)___ 455(@250wpm)___ 379(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 113717 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 569(@200wpm)___ 455(@250wpm)___ 379(@300wpm)
When I finally gave in and held still so she could take the clothes from my body, she latched onto my cock with her mouth.
The sound she made was that of someone who’d been starved and was now offered a full course meal. She sucked my cock and hefted my balls in her hand.
I played in her hair gently not quite sure what the fuck to do, was she even awake? I had no time to think about it when she fell onto her back and pulled me between her spread thighs.
I decided to let her run the show, do as she pleased. She rubbed my cockhead up and down her slit before wrapping her legs around my waist and pulling my cock into her pussy, using her heels to pull me into her cunt.
I sank into her and held still as the feel of her wet heat engulfed me. “Fuck me fuck me fuck me.” She went wild beneath me as she carried on with her chant.
That part of me that was still a little decent knew I should pull out and wait until after we’d talked but fuck it had been too long and I needed her. Needed that bond.
I wrapped her hair around my fists and pulled her head back. There were tears in her eyes as she pushed her cunt up to my cock.
I looked down at her as I took over and pounded into her. I wanted to hurt her, wanted to pound her pussy until she couldn’t move from my bed.
I fought the urge to mark her all over, my mark was gone from her body and I needed to see it there but I didn’t do it. Never again will I push her.
She strained against me as if seeking something so I upped my pace fucking into her harder and harder until her screams rang out in the room.
I shot off like a geyser in her pussy until my balls were empty and still we didn’t stop moving against each other.
“I love you Gabriella, never forget that again, I love you.” I kissed her all over her face and neck until she calmed and her limbs relaxed around me and fell to the bed.
I moved to lay beside her but she grabbed onto me again. “No don’t leave me.”
“Shh, it’s okay I’m not leaving you, it’s okay.” I ended up having to stay on top of her to make her happy. I was crushing her into the bed but she didn’t seem to mind.
When I knew that my weight was getting to be too much I rolled with her in my arms and held her close.
“Why baby? Why did you do this to yourself?” She tensed against me for a minute before answering.
“I thought you didn’t want me anymore.” Her voice was so soft. I had to bend to hear her.
“I’ll always want you baby. I told you I loved you, didn’t I?”
“Yes, but that last night you were so angry, you wouldn’t even look at me, you…” she broke down again and I held her while reassuring her of my love and promising her that I would never send her away again.
After reading her journal, I had already come to that conclusion. I’d seen banishment as the ultimate punishment, but I had no idea she would get it into her head that I was sending her away forever.
She almost killed her fucking self because I was a stupid fuck; some protector I turned out to be.
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For the next few days, I kept a watchful eye on her. She seemed to be doing much better but she was still clingy and unsure of herself. My little farm girl had lost a little bit of her spark.
It was coming up on the time she would have to leave for her shoot in Europe, her body was still fighting to regain the weight she’d lost and I had to basically force feed her some days.
Since I was no longer willing to force her to do anything she didn’t want to, it was tough going. At least she was beginning to lose that gaunt look from her face and I had lost my fear that she was going to drift away.
Tonight was the big night of Marion’s award show. I had explained my new relationship with Josh after he refused to stay the fuck away and she was a lot apprehensive the first time he showed up at the apartment.
I hadn’t told her all that we had planned but she knew that he was Marion’s son. He was afraid that she wouldn’t forgive him for what he tried to do to her, but I could’ve told him that my little girl had a heart of gold.
I left them to deal with their shit and dealt with his head shaking and mumbling about what a dick I was. I only had to threaten to kick his ass twice to get him to let up.