Total pages in book: 92
Estimated words: 86226 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 431(@200wpm)___ 345(@250wpm)___ 287(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 86226 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 431(@200wpm)___ 345(@250wpm)___ 287(@300wpm)
He works his two fingers in and out, in and out, in and out. I whimper as he goes deeper, and I cry out when he spreads them apart, opening me for further invasion.
My knees threaten to buckle, and my hands can barely remain behind my head. With every thrust of his fingers, my body seems to be melting in place.
“Have you ever had a cock in this ass of yours?”
I shake my head. I know he wants a respectful no, sir, but I can barely breathe, let alone speak.
“I can tell. This little hole is virginal, but not for long.”
He pulls his fingers out all the way, but only to push them back in, triggering all the sensitive nerves of my opening once again.
“Can you imagine my cock buried inside your ass?” he asks as he thrusts hard enough that I rise on my tiptoes.
“Yes, sir,” I barely whisper. I can picture his penetration vividly. It not only terrifies but excites me.
I close my eyes and imagine the wicked act.
“Press your ass out more,” Phoenix orders. “I want to shove my fingers deeper. Fast or I will add a third.”
Moaning with a hunger I don’t understand, I push my ass out as I stand awkwardly in the corner.
Phoenix pushes his fingers deeper than I think possible as he nibbles on my neck and sucks on my earlobe. Chills run down my spine as heat floods my pussy. He pulls his fingers out only to press them in with more force and deeper than the time before. Over and over until I cry out his name. What I expect to gain from it, I have no idea, but I can no longer hold back my sounds of arousal.
“I bet you want my cock inside you right now,” he says.
I nod. “Yes, sir. I do.”
I am ready.
So, so ready.
He pulls out his fingers then swats me on the ass. “That’s enough anal discipline for tonight. Stand in the corner for a few more minutes and think about what will come next. Then go lie down and go to sleep. Be a good girl. I continue with your training tomorrow.”
I listen as he leaves and don’t dare look over my shoulder or say a word in protest. A camera is on me, and I will remain in position in the corner and not move an inch until a few minutes are up. I will stand. I will think…
Chapter
Twenty-Five
Ani
Again and again, I wake with a lashing. I go to bed sore from the strike of Phoenix’s hand on my sensitive ass. I wake to an excruciating session with the paddle and go to bed with the kiss of his belt once again. Over and over the routine continues. One comfort item at a time.
One excruciatingly earned comfort at a time.
The days are filled with other acts of submission. Long hours kneeling or standing at attention for whenever, wherever, and for however long he feels it is needed. He touches me, but never enough. And that is the worst part. Over and over he slaps, pinches, touches parts of my body and brings me right to the edge of ecstasy, only to pull away and leave me with the worst need imaginable. Every hour my hunger for him grows. Every second my lust intensifies. I dream of his touch, and I fantasize about the day he finally puts his cock inside of me.
But he never does.
That is my punishment.
That is my penance.
And oh, how I pay, suffer, and slowly earn one comfort item at a time that I no longer care if I receive. I cry. I plead. I beg for more than just a materialistic reward. I have no shame or pride left. I long for him to be near and never leave me, and when he does leave for the night, I sob for hours, waiting for sunlight to come, for it heralds the return of my monster.
If Phoenix thinks I was broken before, and that I am his dirty dove… I can’t imagine what I have become now. My only strength is when he is near. My body craves him like a drug, and I am weak without him.
So fucking weak.
He is my prison guard, and yet, he has truly mastered my body. When he says I am his—that my body belongs to him—I never question the fact.
Phoenix Godwin.
And there truly is nothing I won’t do when asked. Even when he hands me the phone with my sister on the other line, I tell her I’m fine and just taking some time to figure out my next step. I tell her to not bother herself by coming, and I’m actually enjoying my time alone. It’s not truly a lie. I am taking time. I am considering all that is coming. My future. My future is Phoenix.