Total pages in book: 75
Estimated words: 69170 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 346(@200wpm)___ 277(@250wpm)___ 231(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 69170 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 346(@200wpm)___ 277(@250wpm)___ 231(@300wpm)
I felt a cold chill run down my spine. What the fuck was I thinking? What if the next one is worse? It’s not fucking possible. But at least I’ll have experience by the time she’s old enough to get into the shit her sister does.
KEVIN
I never thought this day would come. A day where my ex and I could be friends without animosity and hate. We’ll never be what we were before, but at least she’s willing to give me a chance for the sake of our kids.
It took some getting used to seeing her with someone else, and it was only then that I realized what I had put her through. That pain is one that I never want to feel again.
I didn’t want to be here at first; I didn’t want to forgive her for moving on with her life so easily. But once I came to terms with the fact that I’d done all this to myself and that she didn’t owe it to me to remain loyal after what I did, it was easier to let go.
I’m seeing someone, and though I like spending time with her, I will never again have what I lost. That part of my life is over forever. Now, all I can do is look forward to my grandchildren and be grateful that the man who had stolen my wife had talked my kids around to forgiving me.
That asshole Damon is always rubbing it in my face that he won, and though it no longer stings as much, there was a time when I didn’t want to hear or see it. Now, I must admit that he’s right. Once, I realized that he wasn’t saying it to one-up me in some macho show of dominance, but for Jolene’s sake. He was just letting me know that she made out much better than I did. And because of what I once felt for her, and because she’s the mother of my children who did no wrong in this farce, I’m happy that I didn’t take the last of her happiness after all.