Total pages in book: 85
Estimated words: 82517 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 413(@200wpm)___ 330(@250wpm)___ 275(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 82517 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 413(@200wpm)___ 330(@250wpm)___ 275(@300wpm)
“I don’t mean to. I’m not used to men touching me.”
“Men won’t be touching you, Alex. Just me.” He put his other hand on her face, and she watched him, wondering what he was going to do next, curious about his next move.
Only his hands on her face were touching.
She opened and closed her hands, not sure if she should touch him or not.
“I’m going to kiss you,” he said.
“Okay.”
“If you need me to stop, tap my back.” He let her go, taking hold of her hands and placing them on his back. “Like this.” He showed her how to stop him. It was a simple tap to the back.
“I can do that.”
“Good.”
His hands were back on her face, and she stared at him, waiting.
Slowly, he lowered his head, and then they held themselves still, their breaths mingling.
“I can’t believe this is happening,” she said.
“Me either. When did your lips get so … kissable?”
She didn’t have time to answer because he slammed his lips down on hers, silencing any protest from her, and she moaned his name, but it got lost in the kiss.
Alex didn’t move her hands from his back, and she slowly trailed them up his body, sinking into his hair.
Roman’s hands moved as well, sliding into her hair before gliding down her body. When he grabbed her ass and hauled her against him, she was a little taken aback by the sheer force of him. Then he started to move her back, and Alex followed his lead.
The back of her legs hit the bed, and Roman slowly lowered her down.
She tensed up.
“I’m not going to fuck you. I promise. You’ve got to trust me. I won’t … hurt you.”
Alex nodded, and he started to trail his lips down her body, taking her by surprise as he went to her neck. There was a slight stubble on his face, and as he teased her neck, the sensations rushed through her body, taking her by surprise at the sheer pleasure. She had never felt this way before.
She whimpered his name, and he flicked his tongue across her pulse before gliding down her body. When he came to her breasts, Alex didn’t know what to do. Should she stop him or let him keep going?
As his lips touched across one nipple, stroking over the nub, Alex cried out his name, arching up and not wanting it to stop.
The pleasure shot straight between her legs, taking her by surprise. She pressed her thighs together, trying to ease the ache building within her.
Roman’s hand went to her thighs, slid between, and eased them open.
Alex followed his lead as she wasn’t quite sure what to do and what to say.
Roman was everywhere. She didn’t want to say no either. Was she crazy for giving in to this man? She felt so.
His tongue trailed down the path between the valley of her tits and moved to her other nipple as he devoted his time to teasing that one.
“You have amazing tits,” Roman said. He cupped both of them in his palms, kneading the flesh, and she stared down at him as he pressed a kiss to each rounded breast. “Did you know I’ve thought about these?” he asked.
“What?”
Roman chuckled. “You’re so fucking innocent, aren’t you? My sweet little virginal bride.”
“Roman?”
“Don’t worry, I am going to wait. You’ll stay a virgin for now, but I’m going to show you what I can do to you.” He started to slide down, kissing across her stomach.
Her body wasn’t perfect. She had lumps and bumps, and until marrying Roman, she hadn’t cared what they meant. It was her body, and she loved herself just the way she was. Growing up with Millie and her father, they had never made her feel ashamed of the fact she liked food. She was okay with exercises, but she much preferred to spend her time in front of her sewing machine or chasing after kids. Her dad had a full gym back at home, but that had no appeal to her whatsoever.
Running at nothing, toward nothing, wasn’t something she wanted to do, and she doubted she ever would.
“Trust me, Alex,” he said.
He kept on asking her to do that, and she was trying.
Roman moved between her legs, and as he did, he had no choice but to spread them open. She stared down at him, waiting, curious as to what he was going to do next. She was innocent, but she had a curious nature, and so she knew what sex entailed. She would be lying if she said porn didn’t arouse her.
It had.
She’d been curious about sex, had wanted it, but she also didn’t want to lose her virginity to anyone. All her life, she’d been nervous around boys. She had no idea why, but she was never comfortable with them. Her dad had often said the time would come when she’d find the right man to be with.