Total pages in book: 191
Estimated words: 188966 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 945(@200wpm)___ 756(@250wpm)___ 630(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 188966 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 945(@200wpm)___ 756(@250wpm)___ 630(@300wpm)
“I do.” I held her stare, hoping she saw everything in my soul. Every secret I no longer needed to hide. “I love you with every fibre of my being, canım. Sana aşığım, Nerida. Sana o kadar aşığım ki, seni güvende tutmak ve benim kalman için ne kadar ileri gidebileceğimden korkuyorum.” I went to put her feet back on the ground, but she wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me. “What does that mean?”
I kissed her back and fed the translation directly into her mouth. “I said I’m in love with you. I’m so in love with you, I’m afraid of how far I’d go to keep you safe and mine.”
She moaned and threw herself into me.
She kissed me like I needed to be kissed. Deeply, devotedly, full of hunger, acceptance, and love.
I sank into her.
I kissed her back as deeply and as devotedly as she kissed me.
I didn’t think about the future.
I didn’t think about what would happen when Jack and Anna found out.
All I thought about was her.
We lost time as we let the kiss sweep us away like a tide, ebbing and flowing, licking and tasting. By the time I pulled away, her lips were red from my five-o’clock shadow and my cock swelled for a second round.
All it would take was to pull her underwear to the side, shove down my shorts, and I could be free of the affliction that’d haunted me for years. I could give her all of me. She could be my first and my last.
But...I wanted more than a quick fuck against a car door. Her father’s car door. When I finally sank inside her, I wanted her to know exactly who took her because I would never let her go once she was mine.
Breathing hard, I lowered her slowly to the ground.
“Are you always that...sensitive?” she asked quietly, wiping the mess I’d covered her with on her pretty blue sundress.
I winced at the wet patch left behind and chuckled under my breath. “Let’s just say, I don’t need much to go out of my mind.”
“And even with such sensitivity, you couldn’t...with someone...ever?”
“The minute someone touched me, it was over.”
She giggled, and it made my heart fucking burst. “You’re right about that. I touched you, and...it was over.”
Gathering her tight, I whispered against her mouth. “You’re the only one who has ever made me do that. Not counting myself of course.”
She trembled. “I want to watch that one night.”
“What? Watch me jerking off?”
She nodded, licking her lips. “I want to see how many strokes it takes.”
“If I’m thinking of you, not many.”
“I’m the same,” she whispered. “I suppose you could say I’m sensitive too—or at least, I am on my own.”
I didn’t want to ask, but a part of the desolate darkness inside me needed reassurance. “And you never...with him?”
“Not even close.”
An idea sparked in my head. For the first time since I’d screeched into this park and yanked her out of the Jeep, I looked at our surroundings. Trees did their best to hide the moon. Stars did their best to shine through the silhouette of their branches. The soft hish-hish of waves on a beach somewhere close by battled for supremacy with the drone of night instincts.
Life existed all around us but no people.
No one to report public indecency or have me arrested for what I was about to do.
Stepping into Neri, I didn’t say a word as I ducked a little and feathered my hand up her dress.
She froze.
Her breath hitched. “What...what are you doing?”
“I want to know how sensitive you are. Are we the same, Neri? Can I make you come as quickly as you made me?” I traced a finger over her drenched underwear. “You’re certainly wet enough. As wet as the sea you love so much.”
“Because of you.” She shivered as I drew my touch up and hooked my fingers in her lacy waistband. Tugging her knickers down, I waited for her to kick them away before our eyes locked, and she brazenly stepped a little wider.
I wanted to drop to my knees and worship her for that.
I wanted to taste and devour.
I wanted to learn every inch.
But for now...I had to be patient.
I couldn’t even see her.
But I could feel her.
And that first touch...fuck me.
Looping her arms over my shoulders, she whispered, “I can’t promise I’ll come...”
“And I can’t promise I know what I’m doing.” I kissed her perfect mouth. “But I want to touch you. I’ve wanted to touch you for years.”
“Then touch me.”
Her head fell back as I accepted her invitation.
I cupped her core.
I hissed at the heat pumping from between her legs.
And I shuddered as I pressed a single finger inside her.
My cock rippled with warning, hinting that I might not even need touching this time to come. Just having my finger inside Neri blew my ever-loving mind.